Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 11:21 AM
starting anew,perhaps?
phew.
2010 is here.
seems so fast.
just another 9 more months,
and i'll be bloody 17.
whoa.
well.
lets reflect back what happen in 2009 alrights.
i know i know,people say dont look back,
but too bad.im going to.
why 2009 was a..erm..
(i dont even have any words to describe it.)
(gosh.)
fine.
i shall say the facts about 2009.
2009 was a year that,
#1.
i cried the most.(*duhhh,i can see madhavi and the rest nodding.)
#2.
i took my o'levels.
#3.
i made new friends.
#4.
i lost some friends and realised who were the true ones.
#5.
my trust in love vanished completely.
#6.
i began doubting my capabilities.
#7.
i met someone interesting for at least 5 months.
#8.
i met a witch who was utterly disgusting.HAHA.
#9.
i am still alive and heading out in the world after grss.
well.
only 9 facts k.
cos im lazy and also 2009 whatt!
so nine facts la!
oh well.
many has happen in 2009.
i only can remember one which will never forget.
i really really,
cried alot this year.
wonder how many tons or gallions of water was wasted.
HAHAH!
hais hais.
i just really really HOPE 2010 would be good.
as in,just satisfying.
cant hope for too much either.
i remember i had a post on 31-12-08.
saying all my resolutions.
HAHAHAH,i dont think i did any of it.
lets see.
that post.
aiights,so i shall start.
#1- study real hard & put in my best for olevels.
#2- be a filial child to my parents.
#3- start being a tad more religious.
#4- try to be neat.*grins.
#5- no more foul words to be used,by person/blog.
ps/gna be hard,but i will try.
#6- do not lie for whatsoever reasons.
#7- give up on love.
ps/OH WAIIITTTT.i alrdy did.gah.haha.
#8- appreciate my friends/classmates.
#9- enjoy school life and stop grumbling when homewk is given
#10- save money as world is going through recession.
#11- be a good samaritan and give more donation.
#12-ENJOY LIFE & MAKE MY FAMILY PROUD OF ME,SHAMIMAH.B!!!
HAHAHHAHAHAH!
okay,
hmmmm.
i didnt at all do #3.
dont ask why.
#7 was what i did though.
seriously!
#5,
noppeeee,never did.HAHAH!
#10,
i never did save money.
#11,
erm,didnt do much donation,but alot of volunteerism.
okay la.
i think i at leats did 1/4 of it.
happy whattt!
:D
ts a start of another decade.
hoepfully i live till 26.
haha.
oh well.
i just want to tell myself that whatevers happen
would happen.and it already did.can never change
it.maybe one day,when im old enough,i would look
back and laugh.but for now,they are just memories.
some old memories,that only can be with a wistful
sigh.some new ones,which hurt,and they sting badly.
just like a new bee's sting.but as time goes by,it
would heal,but im sure the scar would still be there.
i guess everything happens for a reason.some things
which happen in my life,i already found out the reason.
but some,not yet.its still hidden there,just have to
continue finding it.some of them,till now,i havent know
the reason.but maybe,its just my fate not to know the
reason.oh well.
i just hope i can be happy in 2010.
no matter what.
im probably going somewhere new,
and making new friends.
lets not talk about love.
i just want to be someone new for a change.
lets just wait and see alrights.
wait and see what has 2010 kept in store for us.
happy new year everyone.
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