Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 6:39 PM
sinful indulgence. ):
it sucks,really sucks,
when you are on an important diet,(a serious one,that is),
and a fucking small bar of chocolate
or even famous amos spoils it all!
it will just be sitting down in my kitchen table.
and i will walk pass.
damn.
after seeing it,i remind myself that im on a strict diet,
and i turn back.
i spend my time walking around like a lunatic in the hall.
to realise all i ever think about for that awful 30 or more
seconds,is that damn sinful chocolate!
and sadly,
i go and eat and start to indulge in it.
and then,
i start to feel so guilty that i wish i could fucking stop eating.
for god's sake!
im like sooooooooooooooooo fat larhhhhhhhh!
):
