yesterday's photos.
post it up.
having a freakins asshole headache.
blogged about today,tomorrow okay?
wait,i am asking your permission?
bullshit.i must have lost my brain.




acting cute.
not that well though.
my mouth looked ugly.
therefore,the distraction.
TIGGERRRRR !
grrrrr.



me and yunkhim.
(:




and we go, HOT HOT HOT !
okay,whatever.
but seriously,i have no idea who he is.
=.="





us again.
only i know the trouble of asking her to take photo.
grrr.






she claims that she love that dog.







yes,there is more.
but,because of YUNKHIM




who cant stop laughing,the photos turned
out retarded.and you know,
what the hell?I LOOKED GOOD IN THEMMMM!!!!!
grrrrrrrrr..

had fun though.
ps:i will not reply tags for awhile.
sorry.

Labels: hehe.

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL INDIANS OUT THERE.
ENJOY OKAY?EAT ALOT,AND BECOME FAT!HAHA.
KIDDING.(:


well.
i havent been updating,yea?
well,not in the mood to update,i guess.
today,as in DEEPAVALI,i went out with
YUNKHIM!gerek like hell okay!HAHA.
seriously.we were like crapping,as usual.
yes,and we laughed alot.alot.alot.
but,i wish someone could have been with
us.grrr,nevermind.

well,we wanted to watch hsm3.
but it was f*cking crowded,okay?
so didnt.so,we went boywatching.
HAHA.more like me only lah.she
help.not that it help,but NVM.
whatever.well,i saw KILLABEEZZZ!
like whoa.HOT OKAYYYY!!!!!!!!!
seriouss...*drooling.HAHA.but,
i think they are seriously _______.
*yunkhim knows.SSSHHHHHHH. ;D

now for pictures.
sorry,i cant explain how we had fun.
cos,we were freaking stupid and lame.
but,thats us.if only mavi was with
us.perfect,yea?nvm.next time.there
always is a next time.(:

updated:

BLOODY HELL SHIT.
photobucket is super slow lehhh!argh.

pics nxt time yea?
my patience is boiling.

Labels: yunkhim(:

OH DAMN SHIT.

okay.to you.you have to read this.you have to.


firstly,

i never said anything like that.
i never ever would.
i am not that kind.
okay,firstly.
i never ever opened my mouth saying that you were
annoying/irritating or whatever.i can swear that i
never.i only told ______ that i kinda freaked out
when you asked if i was sight addikiraning youuu.
which freaked me out cos i didnt want you to think
i liked you or anything.but i swear upon my god
i never ever said you were irritating.and so,what
abt you?telling everyone abt that incident..saying
i cried becaue u _ _ _ _ _ me purposely?Whats that
suppose to mean?wont i feel bad?like hell?i cant
even cry or anything?and i am double-headed snake?
cant you at least try to think?what if it wasnt
the truth at all.please.i really didnt say anything
like that.you are a nice person.and i have always
treated u as my friend.i dont know who told you that
but i never once said u were what you thought i said.
if you didnt know me enough,then it isnt my business.
but i dont like it that you judge me till like that.
i will admit if i say it.and i am not a hypocrite
neither some double-headed snake.if thats what you
think,idk.but,i have never thought of you as some
irritating idiot.i have always told people that i
think you are a charming person.but then,you obviously
didnt heard that,did you?sorry once again.but.
there is nothing i can do.
nothing at all.
sorry once again.

Labels: shit ass.

hey you all!
i didnt go school today.
i was lazy and i was sick!
damn that nature walk!
well since i have a lot of time to spare,
i would like to blog a very very very long
post.(:


firstly,its all about friends.

when my friends left me,i was broken.
i didnt know why,just without a word,
they were out of my life.it was a
heavy blow to me and i felt so much
like dying,i was about to cry any
minute especially when i saw them
together.however,today is who i am.
i have changed,yes from the last 2
years,maybe thats the reason?idk.
i have awesome friends now.somehow,
my trust on friendship is building
up slowly.i can trust my friends again.
but the day,i cried when they left me
will always be in my memory.though,i
know we will never be best friends
ever again,as they have their new
best friends now,i will never forget
their memories and how they help me to
grow the way i am today.

( random order.i love you all the same!(: )




SITI SHAZWANI!
i still have this photo leh!
HAHA.
well,i love this pandi here.
since many things happen
in between us,i still think
that i can never not be
friends with her.though she
is never with me,i know
we will always be friends.




MADHAVI D/O NANTHABALA!
haha.i seriously think she look good here.
pretty right she?i can see you guys
nodding your head.;D
she is awesome.i usually thought she
wont comfort me when i cry,cos she isnt
that kind.but she does,even online!haha.
she always make me feel better,though
i continue crying and she is super clever!
and thats why she has boys falling on her
feet.peeps,SHE IS SINGLE.but taken!hahahah.
honey.....(:




NUR ATIQAH!
my close friend indeed.
always there for me.
i bonded with her in NUS.
she is awesomely cute in her blurness
and way cool.she is f*cking clever
lah!i wonder where she gets her
brain.AHAH.but she is humble.and,ilh!
(:




CHUA YUN KHIM!
she rocks like hell,man!
she and her jokes.
always make me laugh at any point of time.
although,idk why,she always associate me
with *mr ghost* and all,but she damn
funny lah,and good in maths that i always
wana strangle her.and i think she can work
as a loanshark,cos she damn good in threatening
people loh!




SAMEEN!
this girl rocks my socks man!
that was a COMPLIMENT,tyvm.
she is always there for me.
she cares for me and always ready
for advices to pour out to me.
and i always help her too.
she damn good in her studies la,
and did i say?she is a fantastic
bio partner lahhhh!





AZEEZA AZRA!
stylo right her name?LOL.
she is the best.i wasnt that close
to her in the beginning,but she
was always there for me.recently,
i poured out my feelings to her(i always do that huh?)
and she was right beside me.she always
comfort me,and we have the same taste
in guys!HAHA.btw,azeeza is the girl who
is looking in the camera.pretty right?
i know.i know.(:




WEILIN!
shit la,i just realised i dont
know her full name lah!shit.
HAHA,nvm.well,she damn good
loh.we are in drama since
sec1,but i bonded with her
in LSOH.she super crazy like
me and we do random stuff
together.i think without her,
i will be damn emo.and we hate
the same person.how cool is that?
LOL.ilh like hell lah!




D.SURYA!
ignore my ugly face and look at her!
she is good man.a nice person at heart
and she can always make you smile.
i always speak to her with thoughts in
my mind.and she knows everything abt me.
HAHA.she awesome lah she,hear her
laughter okay?it would definetely crack
you up.(:




IMAN!
i dont know her full name also.
shit lah!haah.she damn good lah.
i love her.she super funny,by
making fun of me and we always
share things.i,her and weilin
damn close la.by LSOH.i never
want to forget her.and she
is pretty isnt she?she deserves
someone better.i know u understand,
babe.(:




NUR FAZRINAH!
she damn good la.
i really like her.
she is a good listener.
and she rocks like hell.
(:


and also thanks to:

munting
I CANNT GET YOUR PHOTO LEHHHH!
walauuu!HAAHA.

ruba

asrinah

and the rest.


i dont know what will i do withour you guys.



long post eh?
whoa.
;D




i like it.

Labels: yo.i treasure you all.peace out.

pictures at the park.
i swear i dunoe the name.
argh.

















there is more.
but realise,photographic skills suck.
so,nah.






THIS GIRL ROCK.
i love her! ahahahh ! random right?
i must show off her face mah!;D



THIS GIRL ROCKS TOO!
i love her also!
ahahahha.
pretty hoh?
15 yrs old alrdy mah!


hee.
(:
fyi,my blog post is alrdy up.
scroll down.
take-care!

Labels: photos.

CHUA YUNKHIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY birthday to YOU !
i hope you enjoy your birthday.
u liked the walk right?HAHA.
your present on thurs!dont wry.
must smile nice for your ic kays?
thanks for everything.and you
are fifteen already!*claps.





today was a day never to be forgotten.
due to pain,suffering,tears and fatigue.
whatever la.i am crapping here.

well,we went to this park for a nature walk.
i dont really see the need of it though.
just went walking.kinda fun.then,i walked
with siti.cos i needa talk to her abt
something and also cause i lost my friends.
then,they all played a game which irritated
me and of course,it hit me too.and then,stuff.
and then,there was a break.met with yunkhim
and mavi.then,we walked here and there,looking
at the flowers,enjoying the playgrounds and stuff.
totally fun i should say.i want to be a kid again.
*cries.well,then we walked again to some reflection
centre.no,we didnt reflect there,realising it,we
never really did anything.then,talked and stuff.and
up came the cramps!everywhere!stomach,leg and hands.
i was in a fucking bad mood and something made it
worse.i couldnt FUCKING believe you thought that?
i am not a doll you know.like wdf?u call yourself
a nice guy.bullshit.
then,headed back to school.and i was so tired la!
liek shit laa.then,i saw something but aint saying
it here.didnt knew it then.just realised. :X
and pictures will be tomorrow.
photobucket is fucking slow.


i want someone to massage me!
pleaseeeeeeeeee.


bloody hell shit.
to actually think i trusted you.
i cant believe you told her that.
yea,thanks.i am never talking to
you again.dream on,bitch/bastard.

Labels: asshole crap.

HEY HEY HEY !



yo.
this is for a special someone.
i think she/he is really awesome.
well,she/he really helped me in
all my fucking problems.
i swear i dont know how to
say thank you to you.thanks
for being there for me always.
i will be there for you too.
ily.



hope u like it.
lol.
kinda suits you,yea?
;D

Labels: ily.

heyya fellas!


weekends,i am not in the mood
to blog about them.


today.
had to do some-sort fundraising
project for the rainbow centre.
had to go to a certain block
and collect old clothes and newspapers.
i was rather pissed off at first.
but.nvm.well then,i wasnt very pysched
and i just followed around.i helped
junjie though.at least i helped.good
enough for me.i was in a bad mood.
then,i wanted to go home and sleep.
but,i decided to go library since
nights at home are always boring and i
cant always hang on the phone with my
bros,so what to do?went library with
iman,weilin,saf.we crapped alot in the
library and even talked about _ _ _
to a cute cute chinese guy.;D
quite fun.then,saf had to go home and
we were bored.so,we went to the lrt and just
sat there for rounds.i was like totally
emo,i just couldnt forget you,you know?
then,slowly,i became lethargic and headed
home for a nap.thanks weilin and iman and
saf for making my day.*smiles.


i realise i am a fucking unlucky person.
just super unlucky.
i dont deserve anything.
i dont.
god realised it long ago.
i am a stupid fucker,not to know it earlier.

Labels: shit.

eh-oh!


i dont think i have the time to blog.
another time uh?just a short summary.

went home at 12.30 yst.
had some counselling session.;D
and,yeah.i think J got himself
a new admirer!HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

i updated my private blog.
mavi,go see if you want.


aiights,
folks tc!


and oh yeahhhhhh.

SAMEEN !
ily.
i will blog about you when i have the time okay?
sry,i will be back tmrw and i will blog.!


i am running late.
i will blog abt where i am going later aiights?
cya!;D

Labels: shucks.

today is promotion day,baby!!!


i want to be promoted.
must be.must be.
HAHA.

went to school around 9.
lrt trip was enjoyable with someone's smses.
then went for hyderabad thing.
did some skit thing.
then walked to banquet with iman!
and oh yah,when we going there,
we saw this young guy frm bloody china,
and he urinated in public.wdf.
and his friend stood infrnt of him.
like what the hell?that isnt your freaking
country and you pollute the environment
wdf man!u want to urinate,go back ur china lah!
bloody basket lahhhhh..i am so irritated.
well,this wasnt to be bias towards china immigrants.
but please,isnt your country.act respectful and with
some bloody brains.okay,continue.
went there,ate and crapped like fucking hell.
walked back,listen to music and i saw him again.
at the basketball court,and wdf , he asked US
to shut up.wdf right?i should have called the damn
police.fucking hell,go back to your china lah,dog.
again,i am not saying this to discriminate anyone.
if u think that way,not my bloody problem.
then bought bugger for naz,and headed back to school.
was around 12.30 then,and drama started at 3.
so,we just hanged around and laughed alot.
then drama,did some syf stuff.kinda fun.as usual,
me and iman crapped.then headed home with glenn,
munting,iman,weilin and naz.enjoyed in the train.
and now at home!supposed to meet hema,but she
cancelled it last minute.*cries





well.
life is fucking boring laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


nice uh?
imagine dying here.
shiok siah.

Labels: boring day.

hello(:


life has been okay.
nothing much though.

well,


WEDNESDAY.

had school.
everything normal.
i fight with mr goh.
idk why he like to disturb me.
irritates me super much.
grrr.

THURSDAY.
which is today.
well,school was okay lah.
its gettign rather boring actually.
then,we went pizza hut with mdm sellathye.
yunkhim also followed.
at first,i wasnt exactly chilled.
but but,at last,it was real funny.
waited for a long time for the food.
then,we just chatted.
and we ate.had pizza,baked rice,soup,
chicken,and the best part was dessert.
it was chocolate with ice-cream.
super nice lehhhh.
haha.

and now for pictures.
let them do the talking.
(:



















well thats all.
ps: i couldnt get a picture of that dessert.
but its nice.whoever go pizzahut,order that!



mavi,
mdm sellathye so kind uh?
go home and eat ur hokkien mee.
;D



tags replied:


to iman: thanks yeah.HAAH.(:

to cheerful: like real lahh , pass all subjects.
i noe u can get a1 for all,bio emaths,phy!
HAHA.

to eunice: yes EUNICE EUNICE EUNICE ? LOL.

to sam: dearest , imy too.

to cassie: AHAHAHA.yes,i can see that.

to passerby: because i deleted it.got a problem?

to maple: well...hmmmmm...i never got the pic.;D

to sam: i know.hahahha.i just say for fun.
its been long since i speak to you.
imy like hell man.must chat soon,yeah?
and,about that guy.i will try to get
over it.but,aint easy yeah?;D
i hope time will heal it.but it hurts.
ily yeah.talk to you real soon.!(:

Labels: whatever.

if only life can be that colourful.



today was a crappy day.


had results.
i didnt fail anything.
but i am only happy with my eng/tamil results.
had sti talk early in the morning.
which is kinda fucking disgusting and all.
and more,the survey.*shakes head.


i think i am a stupid person.
really stupid.





and,
omg.
first time notice.
i saw YOU looking at HER during recess.
omg.
i cant believe i was that gullible.
my heart ached and the tears start falling.
i cried in the canteen.thats why i quickly
went off.aaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhh.

i tried so hard not to fall for you
i tried to keep my head above the water
but i went down so hard in the end
i fell so deep that i am still drowning
with no way back to the surface
its killing me, all of this
and i cant let it go
i cant let you go
i never wanted it to end
but you showed that you did
i felt my heart break to more than just pieces
it shattered completely to dust
i feel like i can never fall that deep again
because of YOU
but i know some day in the distant future
where i know your heart does the same
i will be happy

Labels: eyes hurt

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY TO MADHAVI !!!!!!!


please ignore my super fugly face.
and LOOK at her.



hey girl .

happy birthday,maple.
ily so much.
and i hope u enjoy your day.
i hope u like ur presents.
u will get a big one from me on monday!
okay?lotsa love.


sweetheart.

Labels: mapleeee turns fifteeennnn.

hello.
okay,i am back to blogging.
but when i think about the long
list that i have to blog about,
my fingers plead and plead , but
i am doing it. HAHA.

FIRST AND FOREMOST,
dreadfullyyyyyyy...


1.exams.
*floor shakes,things fall,head spin.
HAHAHA.i am so dramatic.okay,whatever.
well,i think it was OKAY.okayyy?!?!?!
bullshit.i know i would fail my damn
phy.argh,super difficult lahhhhhhhh.
but now exams are over,and not going
to care.*sticks out tongue.

2.life at school.
life at school is okay.
thats all for that.
i cant wait to graduate.

3.okayyyy.this is all random.
so dont mind.its gonna be long.(:


well,

firstly i saw my primary school bestfriend,
SHEHNAZ.
but we didnt talk much.
which i was kinda upset.
but moving on is what i do best.
haaa.lame.=.="




SELAMAT HARI RAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
to all muslims out there.hari raya was fun.
and i got so much money.like whoa.i am duper
happy.but i looked fat and ugly.nothing i can
do about that though.



next,wdf.its been raining like always,lahhh !
i love and hate it too,okay.i fell down,even!
had fever also.damnnnn.


"pokey" is super irritating.maple and yk knows.
aaaargghhh,smile smile smile.i hate you lehhh!


i,maple and cream continously crap when we
go home tgt.well,once we underneath maple's blk
and became bodyguards while talking to her frm
her window.super fun.looked like she talking to
her lover when her family doesnt allow it.just
that her lover is use.HAHAHHAHAHAH!


i HATE HATE HATE physics.



i just realised my pri school teacher looks
like mia lee.serious!!!!!!!!!!


ferroro rochea is awesome.



mavi birthday is coming lahhhhhh.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
yeah,turning fifteennnn.



i wana buy for maple honey bottles for her bd !
HAHAHA.


nation in concert is tmrw ! HAHA.
and you dont know how much me,maple and cream
suffered just to choose what to wear.i am
sure they two will look great.me? whats the
point?*maple knows.


i am gettin fatterrrrrrrrrrr.*cries.



i havent been watching movies.omg.
i forgot how a cinema looks like.
*scratches head.


i lost my sense of taste for coke.
serious.


i love kadhalviruz songs.
love,love,love,love.



all of a sudden,i hate tamil lessons.



parthi-birdddddd.i know ur secret !!! ;D



maple lost her calculator.
damn shit whoever stole it.



3E1 is notorious for stealing calculators.
*claps.
*then spits.


mum thinks i am going crazyy.


heading to woodbridge soon.
following?



random isnt it?
HAHA.
thats me.



and i have a feeling i will be emo tmrw.
oh well.
fate is liek this.

Labels: done.

SHAMIMAH BEGUM.♥ shamimah begum bte mohd ibrahim.
sweet 16.
september 24th.
im still trying to figure out who i am or who will i be.
i can rarely tolerate bullshit of any kind from people.
i still stick to my stand that,
nothing lasts forever.




disagree with that?
prove it then.

xoxo,
Shamimah B.♥

yesterday's photos.
post it up.
having a freakins asshole headache.
blogged about today,tomorrow okay?
wait,i am asking your permission?
bullshit.i must have lost my brain.




acting cute.
not that well though.
my mouth looked ugly.
therefore,the distraction.
TIGGERRRRR !
grrrrr.



me and yunkhim.
(:




and we go, HOT HOT HOT !
okay,whatever.
but seriously,i have no idea who he is.
=.="





us again.
only i know the trouble of asking her to take photo.
grrr.






she claims that she love that dog.







yes,there is more.
but,because of YUNKHIM




who cant stop laughing,the photos turned
out retarded.and you know,
what the hell?I LOOKED GOOD IN THEMMMM!!!!!
grrrrrrrrr..

had fun though.
ps:i will not reply tags for awhile.
sorry.

Labels: hehe.

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL INDIANS OUT THERE.
ENJOY OKAY?EAT ALOT,AND BECOME FAT!HAHA.
KIDDING.(:


well.
i havent been updating,yea?
well,not in the mood to update,i guess.
today,as in DEEPAVALI,i went out with
YUNKHIM!gerek like hell okay!HAHA.
seriously.we were like crapping,as usual.
yes,and we laughed alot.alot.alot.
but,i wish someone could have been with
us.grrr,nevermind.

well,we wanted to watch hsm3.
but it was f*cking crowded,okay?
so didnt.so,we went boywatching.
HAHA.more like me only lah.she
help.not that it help,but NVM.
whatever.well,i saw KILLABEEZZZ!
like whoa.HOT OKAYYYY!!!!!!!!!
seriouss...*drooling.HAHA.but,
i think they are seriously _______.
*yunkhim knows.SSSHHHHHHH. ;D

now for pictures.
sorry,i cant explain how we had fun.
cos,we were freaking stupid and lame.
but,thats us.if only mavi was with
us.perfect,yea?nvm.next time.there
always is a next time.(:

updated:

BLOODY HELL SHIT.
photobucket is super slow lehhh!argh.

pics nxt time yea?
my patience is boiling.

Labels: yunkhim(:

OH DAMN SHIT.

okay.to you.you have to read this.you have to.


firstly,

i never said anything like that.
i never ever would.
i am not that kind.
okay,firstly.
i never ever opened my mouth saying that you were
annoying/irritating or whatever.i can swear that i
never.i only told ______ that i kinda freaked out
when you asked if i was sight addikiraning youuu.
which freaked me out cos i didnt want you to think
i liked you or anything.but i swear upon my god
i never ever said you were irritating.and so,what
abt you?telling everyone abt that incident..saying
i cried becaue u _ _ _ _ _ me purposely?Whats that
suppose to mean?wont i feel bad?like hell?i cant
even cry or anything?and i am double-headed snake?
cant you at least try to think?what if it wasnt
the truth at all.please.i really didnt say anything
like that.you are a nice person.and i have always
treated u as my friend.i dont know who told you that
but i never once said u were what you thought i said.
if you didnt know me enough,then it isnt my business.
but i dont like it that you judge me till like that.
i will admit if i say it.and i am not a hypocrite
neither some double-headed snake.if thats what you
think,idk.but,i have never thought of you as some
irritating idiot.i have always told people that i
think you are a charming person.but then,you obviously
didnt heard that,did you?sorry once again.but.
there is nothing i can do.
nothing at all.
sorry once again.

Labels: shit ass.

hey you all!
i didnt go school today.
i was lazy and i was sick!
damn that nature walk!
well since i have a lot of time to spare,
i would like to blog a very very very long
post.(:


firstly,its all about friends.

when my friends left me,i was broken.
i didnt know why,just without a word,
they were out of my life.it was a
heavy blow to me and i felt so much
like dying,i was about to cry any
minute especially when i saw them
together.however,today is who i am.
i have changed,yes from the last 2
years,maybe thats the reason?idk.
i have awesome friends now.somehow,
my trust on friendship is building
up slowly.i can trust my friends again.
but the day,i cried when they left me
will always be in my memory.though,i
know we will never be best friends
ever again,as they have their new
best friends now,i will never forget
their memories and how they help me to
grow the way i am today.

( random order.i love you all the same!(: )




SITI SHAZWANI!
i still have this photo leh!
HAHA.
well,i love this pandi here.
since many things happen
in between us,i still think
that i can never not be
friends with her.though she
is never with me,i know
we will always be friends.




MADHAVI D/O NANTHABALA!
haha.i seriously think she look good here.
pretty right she?i can see you guys
nodding your head.;D
she is awesome.i usually thought she
wont comfort me when i cry,cos she isnt
that kind.but she does,even online!haha.
she always make me feel better,though
i continue crying and she is super clever!
and thats why she has boys falling on her
feet.peeps,SHE IS SINGLE.but taken!hahahah.
honey.....(:




NUR ATIQAH!
my close friend indeed.
always there for me.
i bonded with her in NUS.
she is awesomely cute in her blurness
and way cool.she is f*cking clever
lah!i wonder where she gets her
brain.AHAH.but she is humble.and,ilh!
(:




CHUA YUN KHIM!
she rocks like hell,man!
she and her jokes.
always make me laugh at any point of time.
although,idk why,she always associate me
with *mr ghost* and all,but she damn
funny lah,and good in maths that i always
wana strangle her.and i think she can work
as a loanshark,cos she damn good in threatening
people loh!




SAMEEN!
this girl rocks my socks man!
that was a COMPLIMENT,tyvm.
she is always there for me.
she cares for me and always ready
for advices to pour out to me.
and i always help her too.
she damn good in her studies la,
and did i say?she is a fantastic
bio partner lahhhh!





AZEEZA AZRA!
stylo right her name?LOL.
she is the best.i wasnt that close
to her in the beginning,but she
was always there for me.recently,
i poured out my feelings to her(i always do that huh?)
and she was right beside me.she always
comfort me,and we have the same taste
in guys!HAHA.btw,azeeza is the girl who
is looking in the camera.pretty right?
i know.i know.(:




WEILIN!
shit la,i just realised i dont
know her full name lah!shit.
HAHA,nvm.well,she damn good
loh.we are in drama since
sec1,but i bonded with her
in LSOH.she super crazy like
me and we do random stuff
together.i think without her,
i will be damn emo.and we hate
the same person.how cool is that?
LOL.ilh like hell lah!




D.SURYA!
ignore my ugly face and look at her!
she is good man.a nice person at heart
and she can always make you smile.
i always speak to her with thoughts in
my mind.and she knows everything abt me.
HAHA.she awesome lah she,hear her
laughter okay?it would definetely crack
you up.(:




IMAN!
i dont know her full name also.
shit lah!haah.she damn good lah.
i love her.she super funny,by
making fun of me and we always
share things.i,her and weilin
damn close la.by LSOH.i never
want to forget her.and she
is pretty isnt she?she deserves
someone better.i know u understand,
babe.(:




NUR FAZRINAH!
she damn good la.
i really like her.
she is a good listener.
and she rocks like hell.
(:


and also thanks to:

munting
I CANNT GET YOUR PHOTO LEHHHH!
walauuu!HAAHA.

ruba

asrinah

and the rest.


i dont know what will i do withour you guys.



long post eh?
whoa.
;D




i like it.

Labels: yo.i treasure you all.peace out.

pictures at the park.
i swear i dunoe the name.
argh.

















there is more.
but realise,photographic skills suck.
so,nah.






THIS GIRL ROCK.
i love her! ahahahh ! random right?
i must show off her face mah!;D



THIS GIRL ROCKS TOO!
i love her also!
ahahahha.
pretty hoh?
15 yrs old alrdy mah!


hee.
(:
fyi,my blog post is alrdy up.
scroll down.
take-care!

Labels: photos.

CHUA YUNKHIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY birthday to YOU !
i hope you enjoy your birthday.
u liked the walk right?HAHA.
your present on thurs!dont wry.
must smile nice for your ic kays?
thanks for everything.and you
are fifteen already!*claps.





today was a day never to be forgotten.
due to pain,suffering,tears and fatigue.
whatever la.i am crapping here.

well,we went to this park for a nature walk.
i dont really see the need of it though.
just went walking.kinda fun.then,i walked
with siti.cos i needa talk to her abt
something and also cause i lost my friends.
then,they all played a game which irritated
me and of course,it hit me too.and then,stuff.
and then,there was a break.met with yunkhim
and mavi.then,we walked here and there,looking
at the flowers,enjoying the playgrounds and stuff.
totally fun i should say.i want to be a kid again.
*cries.well,then we walked again to some reflection
centre.no,we didnt reflect there,realising it,we
never really did anything.then,talked and stuff.and
up came the cramps!everywhere!stomach,leg and hands.
i was in a fucking bad mood and something made it
worse.i couldnt FUCKING believe you thought that?
i am not a doll you know.like wdf?u call yourself
a nice guy.bullshit.
then,headed back to school.and i was so tired la!
liek shit laa.then,i saw something but aint saying
it here.didnt knew it then.just realised. :X
and pictures will be tomorrow.
photobucket is fucking slow.


i want someone to massage me!
pleaseeeeeeeeee.


bloody hell shit.
to actually think i trusted you.
i cant believe you told her that.
yea,thanks.i am never talking to
you again.dream on,bitch/bastard.

Labels: asshole crap.

HEY HEY HEY !



yo.
this is for a special someone.
i think she/he is really awesome.
well,she/he really helped me in
all my fucking problems.
i swear i dont know how to
say thank you to you.thanks
for being there for me always.
i will be there for you too.
ily.



hope u like it.
lol.
kinda suits you,yea?
;D

Labels: ily.

heyya fellas!


weekends,i am not in the mood
to blog about them.


today.
had to do some-sort fundraising
project for the rainbow centre.
had to go to a certain block
and collect old clothes and newspapers.
i was rather pissed off at first.
but.nvm.well then,i wasnt very pysched
and i just followed around.i helped
junjie though.at least i helped.good
enough for me.i was in a bad mood.
then,i wanted to go home and sleep.
but,i decided to go library since
nights at home are always boring and i
cant always hang on the phone with my
bros,so what to do?went library with
iman,weilin,saf.we crapped alot in the
library and even talked about _ _ _
to a cute cute chinese guy.;D
quite fun.then,saf had to go home and
we were bored.so,we went to the lrt and just
sat there for rounds.i was like totally
emo,i just couldnt forget you,you know?
then,slowly,i became lethargic and headed
home for a nap.thanks weilin and iman and
saf for making my day.*smiles.


i realise i am a fucking unlucky person.
just super unlucky.
i dont deserve anything.
i dont.
god realised it long ago.
i am a stupid fucker,not to know it earlier.

Labels: shit.

eh-oh!


i dont think i have the time to blog.
another time uh?just a short summary.

went home at 12.30 yst.
had some counselling session.;D
and,yeah.i think J got himself
a new admirer!HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

i updated my private blog.
mavi,go see if you want.


aiights,
folks tc!


and oh yeahhhhhh.

SAMEEN !
ily.
i will blog about you when i have the time okay?
sry,i will be back tmrw and i will blog.!


i am running late.
i will blog abt where i am going later aiights?
cya!;D

Labels: shucks.

today is promotion day,baby!!!


i want to be promoted.
must be.must be.
HAHA.

went to school around 9.
lrt trip was enjoyable with someone's smses.
then went for hyderabad thing.
did some skit thing.
then walked to banquet with iman!
and oh yah,when we going there,
we saw this young guy frm bloody china,
and he urinated in public.wdf.
and his friend stood infrnt of him.
like what the hell?that isnt your freaking
country and you pollute the environment
wdf man!u want to urinate,go back ur china lah!
bloody basket lahhhhh..i am so irritated.
well,this wasnt to be bias towards china immigrants.
but please,isnt your country.act respectful and with
some bloody brains.okay,continue.
went there,ate and crapped like fucking hell.
walked back,listen to music and i saw him again.
at the basketball court,and wdf , he asked US
to shut up.wdf right?i should have called the damn
police.fucking hell,go back to your china lah,dog.
again,i am not saying this to discriminate anyone.
if u think that way,not my bloody problem.
then bought bugger for naz,and headed back to school.
was around 12.30 then,and drama started at 3.
so,we just hanged around and laughed alot.
then drama,did some syf stuff.kinda fun.as usual,
me and iman crapped.then headed home with glenn,
munting,iman,weilin and naz.enjoyed in the train.
and now at home!supposed to meet hema,but she
cancelled it last minute.*cries





well.
life is fucking boring laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


nice uh?
imagine dying here.
shiok siah.

Labels: boring day.

hello(:


life has been okay.
nothing much though.

well,


WEDNESDAY.

had school.
everything normal.
i fight with mr goh.
idk why he like to disturb me.
irritates me super much.
grrr.

THURSDAY.
which is today.
well,school was okay lah.
its gettign rather boring actually.
then,we went pizza hut with mdm sellathye.
yunkhim also followed.
at first,i wasnt exactly chilled.
but but,at last,it was real funny.
waited for a long time for the food.
then,we just chatted.
and we ate.had pizza,baked rice,soup,
chicken,and the best part was dessert.
it was chocolate with ice-cream.
super nice lehhhh.
haha.

and now for pictures.
let them do the talking.
(:



















well thats all.
ps: i couldnt get a picture of that dessert.
but its nice.whoever go pizzahut,order that!



mavi,
mdm sellathye so kind uh?
go home and eat ur hokkien mee.
;D



tags replied:


to iman: thanks yeah.HAAH.(:

to cheerful: like real lahh , pass all subjects.
i noe u can get a1 for all,bio emaths,phy!
HAHA.

to eunice: yes EUNICE EUNICE EUNICE ? LOL.

to sam: dearest , imy too.

to cassie: AHAHAHA.yes,i can see that.

to passerby: because i deleted it.got a problem?

to maple: well...hmmmmm...i never got the pic.;D

to sam: i know.hahahha.i just say for fun.
its been long since i speak to you.
imy like hell man.must chat soon,yeah?
and,about that guy.i will try to get
over it.but,aint easy yeah?;D
i hope time will heal it.but it hurts.
ily yeah.talk to you real soon.!(:

Labels: whatever.

if only life can be that colourful.



today was a crappy day.


had results.
i didnt fail anything.
but i am only happy with my eng/tamil results.
had sti talk early in the morning.
which is kinda fucking disgusting and all.
and more,the survey.*shakes head.


i think i am a stupid person.
really stupid.





and,
omg.
first time notice.
i saw YOU looking at HER during recess.
omg.
i cant believe i was that gullible.
my heart ached and the tears start falling.
i cried in the canteen.thats why i quickly
went off.aaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhh.

i tried so hard not to fall for you
i tried to keep my head above the water
but i went down so hard in the end
i fell so deep that i am still drowning
with no way back to the surface
its killing me, all of this
and i cant let it go
i cant let you go
i never wanted it to end
but you showed that you did
i felt my heart break to more than just pieces
it shattered completely to dust
i feel like i can never fall that deep again
because of YOU
but i know some day in the distant future
where i know your heart does the same
i will be happy

Labels: eyes hurt

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY TO MADHAVI !!!!!!!


please ignore my super fugly face.
and LOOK at her.



hey girl .

happy birthday,maple.
ily so much.
and i hope u enjoy your day.
i hope u like ur presents.
u will get a big one from me on monday!
okay?lotsa love.


sweetheart.

Labels: mapleeee turns fifteeennnn.

hello.
okay,i am back to blogging.
but when i think about the long
list that i have to blog about,
my fingers plead and plead , but
i am doing it. HAHA.

FIRST AND FOREMOST,
dreadfullyyyyyyy...


1.exams.
*floor shakes,things fall,head spin.
HAHAHA.i am so dramatic.okay,whatever.
well,i think it was OKAY.okayyy?!?!?!
bullshit.i know i would fail my damn
phy.argh,super difficult lahhhhhhhh.
but now exams are over,and not going
to care.*sticks out tongue.

2.life at school.
life at school is okay.
thats all for that.
i cant wait to graduate.

3.okayyyy.this is all random.
so dont mind.its gonna be long.(:


well,

firstly i saw my primary school bestfriend,
SHEHNAZ.
but we didnt talk much.
which i was kinda upset.
but moving on is what i do best.
haaa.lame.=.="




SELAMAT HARI RAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
to all muslims out there.hari raya was fun.
and i got so much money.like whoa.i am duper
happy.but i looked fat and ugly.nothing i can
do about that though.



next,wdf.its been raining like always,lahhh !
i love and hate it too,okay.i fell down,even!
had fever also.damnnnn.


"pokey" is super irritating.maple and yk knows.
aaaargghhh,smile smile smile.i hate you lehhh!


i,maple and cream continously crap when we
go home tgt.well,once we underneath maple's blk
and became bodyguards while talking to her frm
her window.super fun.looked like she talking to
her lover when her family doesnt allow it.just
that her lover is use.HAHAHHAHAHAH!


i HATE HATE HATE physics.



i just realised my pri school teacher looks
like mia lee.serious!!!!!!!!!!


ferroro rochea is awesome.



mavi birthday is coming lahhhhhh.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
yeah,turning fifteennnn.



i wana buy for maple honey bottles for her bd !
HAHAHA.


nation in concert is tmrw ! HAHA.
and you dont know how much me,maple and cream
suffered just to choose what to wear.i am
sure they two will look great.me? whats the
point?*maple knows.


i am gettin fatterrrrrrrrrrr.*cries.



i havent been watching movies.omg.
i forgot how a cinema looks like.
*scratches head.


i lost my sense of taste for coke.
serious.


i love kadhalviruz songs.
love,love,love,love.



all of a sudden,i hate tamil lessons.



parthi-birdddddd.i know ur secret !!! ;D



maple lost her calculator.
damn shit whoever stole it.



3E1 is notorious for stealing calculators.
*claps.
*then spits.


mum thinks i am going crazyy.


heading to woodbridge soon.
following?



random isnt it?
HAHA.
thats me.



and i have a feeling i will be emo tmrw.
oh well.
fate is liek this.

Labels: done.

> suryaa.
>monessa.
>eunice.
>glenn.
>shehnaz.
>madhavi.
>iman.
>sam.
>eunice.
>cassie.
>patrice.
>parames.
>rachel.
>salihan.
> fiona.
>fazrinah.
>annisa.
>nadiah.
>jessabel.
>heri.
>miss chermaine.

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to a whole new world.
i hate to make decisions.
looking like its so complicated.
i should have known,in this world,im always alone.
plans cancelled.damn.
when i look at you,the whole world fades away.
transformer right at cck!
and all you have to do is to find the spark.
en kadhal solla...
have to take the right one.