Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 10:15 AM
just because you sms me doesnt mean you care.because i know that i was never important to you.
because you are never to me what you are to others.
i realise lots of people are leaving me because
i guess,i just am a fucked up person.
a really big fucked up idiot.
i want to be happy.
or maybe i just want to please people
so that they wont be so much in suffering
just for me to be happy.
but,i dont know where to start.
maybe i would be happy if i just die.
maybe.
i have nothing in this world.
not even you.