i feel like an angel .
not like the one up there,but yea.
guess why?
because i want to change for the better.
since life here on this world is so longggggggg,
i had enough of being moody/sad/angry.
i would just be myself,no matter what.
( p/s: mood swings,are NATURAL.hee.)


actually,i am rambling like some ass.
okay,
so here it is,



*yey!


aiights,so i shall start.


#1- study real hard & put in my best for olevels.


#2- be a filial child to my parents.


#3- start being a tad more religious.


#4- try to be neat.*grins.


#5- no more foul words to be used,by person/blog.

ps/gna be hard,but i will try.


#6- do not lie for whatsoever reasons.


#7- give up on love.

ps/OH WAIIITTTT.i alrdy did.gah.haha.


#8- appreciate my friends/classmates.


#9- enjoy school life and stop grumbling when homewk is given


#10- save money as world is going through recession.


#11- be a good samaritan and give more donation.


#12-ENJOY LIFE & MAKE MY FAMILY PROUD OF ME,SHAMIMAH.B!!!



okayyyy.
thats it,yo.
i stop at 12 because its a lucky number.
gahhaa,bullshit.i didnt know what else to
write though.somehow i will try to fulfill
all of this and well,behave myself.i have
to change,whattt!



so,2009 is otw now.
gosh.
idk why i am so dead excited.


on new year's day,
i am going to have:


- new url.
- new blogging style and some style of mine.gahaaa.{ ps/copycats=fuckoff. }
- new blogsong.
- new blogskin.
- new private blog. { i havent figure out what to do with it yet. }



somehow,i cant wait.
i wana be like a new born baby.
oh how cool,babyyyyyy!((:



and the sad thing is
i havent been sleeping properly.
oh god.i can only sleep at around 3
these past few days and wake up rather
early.gaaa.
i am super freaked when school reopens.
i hope i will be able to wake up.*fingers kept crossed.


great thing is,
i dont have eyebags!



how wonderful!(:




i am going to get some sleep now.
and okay,everyone enjoy your day!






ps/i really feel like an angel?am i?answer me!gahaaa.

Labels: A.N.G.E.L

f*ckkkkkkk siah .





okay thats it .
i fucking hate copycats.



have your own fucking originality please.
gosh.


use your brain.
stop copying,assholes.



fuck la.
i have so many things to be pissed off by.
gosh.
i can burst with that much anger in me!








you call yourself a friend?ppfffffttttt.
what a joke.

Labels: boiling over.

i am so sad that i can cry till i die.





thats how i feel.


i think i am gonna be into depression soon.
i need to talk to someone?



fuck.
what are friends for?
all bullshit.

Labels: its easier to fuck the world than yourself.

ftw.


i hate it okay.
nothing happens the way i want it to.



i was so sad okay.


i saw _________.
and because of that fucking bloody ass bitch,
everything went downhill.


humiliation?


fuck.
i am experiencing it always in my life.







im used to it.
used to being rejected.
used to being a failure.
used to being a nobody.




as usual.



what a fucked up world.




dumbass wedding.

Labels: disgusting life.

hello peeps!


i just returned home.
i went outtttttt,at last seh.


i went to watch twilight.


its damn nice okayyyyyyy.
im so in love with that movie.
goshhhh.
atiqahhh knows how much i love it.


edward cullen.
omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im wrng,
he is fucking ass cuteeeeeeee.



i was in tears when he said ,

" you are like my own pack of heroin. "



goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
so romantic.



im crazyyyy nw.

ps/pictures will be in facebook soon.







gaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . *shrieks.






damn,i felt like i didnt know you.



sticks out tongue.

Labels: you are my own packet of heroin.

i cant sleep !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






i wana cry.


): oh gosh.
i didnt sleep well yesterday.
i had such a weird dream.
damnnnn.



so,i didnt really update properly,did i.
well well well.
idk larhhhh.
i am not really in the mood to update.
gaaaarrrrhhhhh.


i wana sleep.
but i scared i wont get up later.
oh bull shit.
aiyaaaaaaaaaa.



awh isnt it cuteeeeee?


gosh.
okay dahh,bye.

Labels: bitch., go to sleep

merry christmas my dears!!!!!!
hope santa gave you your presents.
haha.enjoy the day!


im again in a rush.
so,i will come back and blog.
so sorry.



enjoy your beautiful holidays peeps!

Labels: (:

hey everyone!


im kinda in a rush.
i needa meet hema for an outing.
at last.haha.i am not sure where
are we heading to,but yea,i would
blog about it after i return.(:


i have some spare time in my hands.
so,im gna continue.


yesterday,i couldnt sleep.
and since i knew all the lazy pigs
out there was sleeping like hell
and i couldnt chit-chat.i wonder
why i couldnt sleep,either im
insomniac or the trees
outside my window has a ulterior motive.
i think its the first.i seriously cant
sleep.and after reading that article,
i was so convinced im insomniac.
oh whatever.
okay,as i was saying,i was surfing the
net at probably around 3,and guess what
i found:top baby names..i was so happy.haha.it was really fun.

i found out the top 10 girl's names:
1. Isabella
2. Ava
3. Emily
4. Elizabeth
5. Abigail
6. Madison
7. Emma
8. Addison
9. Madeline
10. Olivia

haha.honestly,i only like the first and fourth.
whats your favourite?tag at my tagbox,okay?

this are the top 10 boy's names:
1. Aidan
2. Jayden
3. Jacob
4. Michael
5. Ethan
6. Caden
7. James
8. Caleb
9. Andrew
10. Matthew

i so love the first name.
aidan!
damn coolio.

if only i could name my son or whatsoever like that.

imagine.

mohd aidan!

LOL!!!!!!!!


or how about, isabella begum.


awwhhhhhh.
i so want kids just to name them !!!!!!!!


haha.
continue reading the page where i gave you the link.
its damn cool.seriously.
people even name their babies with the names of
the cast,twilight..
thats so cool.
some even name after britney.
personally,*eew!
haha.

imagine,

britney begum.


HAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAHHAAHHAHHAHAH.


my kid(girl) would be bullied like hell.




haha.
okay,i love this post.
i laughed too much.
whatever.


awhhhh,isnt she cuteeeee?


ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


thats it.
I WANT A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
haha.as in,maybe a adopted one.hee.(:

i knew it sounded wrng.-.-




ps: dont forget to tag about which name you likeeeee.
both boy and girl,aiights?

Labels: cute baby.

heyho people!


chrismas is coming!!!!!!!
everyone who is celebrating christmas have a great
time okay.have fun and be yourself.but dont eat
too much.if i see you in school and get shocked
out of my socks,i know who to blame.HOHOHO!


okay,whtever.
hahah,lame.


i want it to snow!
snow is such a beautiful thing.
imagine,dressing up with colourful scarfs,
socks,coats,jackets!
super cool.i want!


life has been pretty boring.
actually okayyyy.and school
is starting soon which reminds
me that i lost my tamil homewk.
damn shit.=.=




i watched this movie.
and i seriously think
jason statham is super cool.
he was so muscular and hotttt.
i like the way he answers question.
hahahah.

(look at those muscles)omggggggggg,*shrieks.



life has been pretty boringgggggg.
oh maaaannnn.
i want school to start.
o'levels this year!grr.




HUI WEI LING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cheer up.
enjoy lifeeeeeee!
(:



NURUL IMAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just wanted to sayyyy,
go to your dreams okay.
do your best in sec 3 and 4
anddddd study real hard.
it isnt that hard,serious.
when i grow up,i wana see
you in usa,get it?hahah.
do your best and strive for it.



i will reply tags later!
(:

Labels: be careful what you wish for.

sometimes i feel
i am not worth it.
not worth of
any single thing.
i feel like
i am a failure.
i want everything in life
but i get nothing at all
and i become a nobody.
i lost so many things
in life that i wish i could
get back.again,im saying why
cant i be the person i want
to be.

people say god wont give you anything you wont handle.

what makes god think i can possibly
handle it?my size?or do i think too
much?whatever it is,i cant handle it.
because,it aint me.whoever im portraying,
it isnt me.i feel the ache in my head,
heart and throughout my life.


why is god so unfair?
i ask myself that question every day.
why do some people get everything
they never really asked for,but me,
i dont get anything for whatever i
have always wanted.

its like believing there is santa,
when he really isnt there.

someone once told me,

"HE would be fair to everyone.patience."

oh really?why was i choosen not to
be who i want to be?why did i lose
everything?why did i lost my 2 yrs
best friends when i came sec 3?why
do i always lose my love and settle
myself for pain-filled heartbreaks?
why is it that whoever i trust
doesnt seem to be trustable after a
certain incident?whay do i do so
badly for exams and portrayed(to myself)
as someone dumb?why me?


when will god be fair?
when i die?
which is bloody when?
in my other lifetime?
or is it my fate?
my fate that i am meant to be like this.

failure.

again,

sometimes,

i think too much.


because all i want,

is a moment
that some people wait for a lifetime
and they search for it forever.


& that some people is me.

all i want is something
no one could possible give.

Labels: if all is meant to be.

im effing clueless.
i didnt know yesterday was the n'level results.
well,how am i suppose to know?
it wasnt like i was going to take it.=.=
okay,well,whatever,everyone who took it
congrats if you are gng to sec 5,and do ur
best in whatever you are gna do if you are
going to ite.



so days have been OKAY.
i have been studying and also having my own
private time.which is good for me,because,
i like to be left alone..actually i dont,
but what am i suppose to do?im always left
alone.ppffftttt.okay,whtever.so yea,in my
free time these days,i watched two movies in
the net.they are,



and





i dont care if im outdated.
thats none of my business if you care.

anddddddd zomg,
selena gomez is super duper pretty.
i really like her.i think she is so much
better than demi lovato and miley cyrus.
okay actually not miley cyrus but better
than demi,thats for sure.oooohhhh,i like
her!!!!



i dont know whats up with that highlight,
other than that,she is preety much awesome.
and she acts better than demi.




okayyy FINE!she looks good lahhhh.
but she cant acttttttt.!!!!!!!*pppfffft.
okayyyyyy.im being meannn.she is quite
okay though,and i like her smile?
am i kind enough???????=.=


actually i alrdy watched step up 2,but
i got the sudden urge to watch it again.
so yeaaaa.
the girl is hot!
but the guy is even hotttttttterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
ommmmmgggggggggg,*cant breathe.
seriously,he is super cute.
and im his fan now.




whooooaaaaaaaa.

yeah,so thats what i have been doing.
studying,watching movies and stuff.
my holidays is boring and i want
school to start,seriously.damnnn.


annnd,oh yeaa,






HUI WEI LING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



cheer up,im here for you.
always!




so thats all.
take care readers.


ps/ how many days till school reopens?

...
...
.....
.......

whatttt?
i told you i was clueless!!!!



tags replied:

to ika: hahahhah.relax lahhh,i would.

to maple: HAHHA.i wont.effing passerby.

to iman: YES KIWI!i was sick.hahhaha.okok.imy too.

to sam: HAHAHHAHHA,okay doctor!(:

to salihan: YO!hhhaha,imy toooo.

to cyk: OKOK.

to atique: HAHHAH.last time i trieddd.lol.i also want to!

to cass: okok sure will.(:

to passerby: UGH!thats it.if you really want to know,please
go find it out by yourself,i have no time to
tell you about her.she is my best friend.get it?

to maple: ASSSHOLE SIIAHHH!ahhaha.okok,have fun there darl!

to maple: HAHAHHA,tinkerbell?lol,i miss mr tan too.(:

to sam: haha,yeaaaa.

to maple: *grins.

to passerby: WHHATTTTTTT?okay im confused.

to atique: HAHAHHA.asshole lah that womann.sucker!lol.(:

to passerby: YOU OBVIOUSLY ARE BLIND.go see a doctor.

to passerby: WHATTTT THE HELLLLL?im always angry with you?
i get angry with lots of people in schhooool?
how am i suppose to knowwwww?grrrrrrr,write
ur nameee,or go to hellll!

to sam: heee.yes im gna visit a psychiatrist.

to cyk: HAHAHA.like real lahhh.btw thanks for caring.(:
imy lehhh,zomg.

Labels: clueless.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im damn disgusted by somethinggggggggggg.
oh holy shit!hhahahahahaha.
i shouldnt say anything here.
i really shouldnt,people will get offended.
OMG!hahahhahhaa.okay,im being mean.=.=



gaaaarrrrhhhhhh.
guess whatttt,im hating cough now.
and its best friend,flu.it both
sucks,they told me last night that
its so fun playing hide-and-seek with
phagocytes in my body,that it doesnt
want to go!grrrrr.


okay,whtever.
today have drama!
damnnnnn.i didnt go,i was still in bed.
please,could you blame me?it isnt my fault.



and im going crazy sooner or later.
it sucks,everything does.
having to stare at every wall of my house
sucks.i also know which wall has small tiny
cracks on them,which one has weared off paint,
and everything.its nice to be staring at walls
which you could observe 24/7.its super nice.
if you want to pass time,and do nothing,
cos you one lazy ass,thats something to do.
its fun,trust me.


ehhhhh,
brother JELLY,
lets meet!
we have to meeetttttttttt.
im dying without you.*exxagerated.
haha,seriously lahhhh.
come meet meeeeeeee.



im kinda going nuts here.



and,

im not afraid of anything,
i just need to know if i can breathe,
and i dont need much of anything,
but suddenly,
i am small and the world is big,
all around me is fast moving.
its like im slowing down.
slowing down into nowhere.
nowhere.just nowhere.




i think i need to visit a psychiatrist.











edittedd/////////////////////////


i changed my blogskin.AGAIN.
i like this one,and hopefully i would keep
it till christmas!haha,whtever.
btw,

passerby,
SCREW YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: everything back but you.

arghhh.
im feeling rather sick these days.
and the worst is usually in the
morning and at night.which sucks.
i cant seem to open my mouth either.
whtever.i probably need to go for
a damned blood test.for everything,
i hate it,as i hate needles.-.-
or whatever that gotta do with
blood.omggggg.my head hurts.


fuck man.
i am gna spent my day in bed once again.
and i am gna look like shit in my cousin's
wedding,today and tmrw.thank you very much.
grrrrrrrrr!


tags replied:

sam : orhh , nvmnvm.-.-

iman: HHAHHAHA,7 things.lol.

sam: *grins.selamat hari raya to u too.

cassie: YO!hhahah,ook,sure2.

maple: same here.(:

vivian: SORRY LAHH!hahahah,okok,will link u.

jasmine: hello!okok.((:

sam: oh,i saw it.thank u thank u.

cassie: HAHHAH,she is old.

shaleeha: HUH??!??!no lahhh.i just read the survey,
i copy&paste frm someone's blog,thats why
i forgot to change it.i dont lah!

atique: HAHAH,thank u very much atiqahhh!who cares,lol.

passerby: whtever.=.=

sam:HAHHAHA,i get it.lol,okok.will sms u.u tc!(:


i seriously needa puke.-.- GAAAARRRHHHHHHHHHH.


i am sick.
and i hate it.
my plans for everything was spoiled.


okay,actually no.*smile.


hari raya haji was okay.
boring at times,but fun at last.
i took photos.*grins.
and i look ugly.as usual.
photos later okay?


then,i watched vaaranam aayiram.

and its okay for me.
quite nice.as usual,surya is hot hot hot!
andand,the songs are to die for.
so,yeah,rating:7/10
*i didnt really understand some part.(:


today.
woke up with a really bad sorethroat,flu and fever.
grrrrrr.but i studied as well,and guess what,i study
better when i am sick.really!i studied since i woke
up to now?yeah,i think its better if i am sick,since
i study better.an idea to think about.


guess what!


my parrot,aka my birdie,has a history!
i am super sad after hearing it.
seems that my dad saw it in a cage,unattended
under a void deck with its legs tied
up by a rusty wire and its feathers cut
off,OMG!!!!!!!!!!i got so sad,that i feed
it so much.haha,and now it seems contended.
"dont wry birdie,shami will tc!"haha.
takecare as in curse the person who did that.
bloody hell,i hope that person dies soon.
HHAHA.*grins.



and im currently bored.
i missed chemistry test!
shits,gaaaarrrhh.

sweets.
is what im watching now.and i think the first dish,if you watch it,is damn coolio.i wana
try!!!!!!!!!
ice angel looks fat,but still pretty!
and i think jayden looks cute at times.
whtever.-.-


pictures,









life without my sister would be hell.with her too.*grins.






thats all!

whats with my face,idk.
it looks so ugly.
pardon if you puke once seeing it.
actually,whtever,for all i care.-.-


and i hate SOGGY ROTI PRATAS !

my mum did roti prata and she pour so much curry
that its soaked now.mannnnn!

nevermind,

best solution?


feed it to the parrot.
HAHAH.



will blog soon.
i wana get well!
aaarghhhhhh.

Labels: pictureperfect.

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Sunday, December 7, 2008 @ 10:01 PM

the ecstacy.the wild.the me.

i promised i would blog,
so here i am!


i dont like breaking promises.
haha,okay whatever.





tomorrow is hari raya haji.
yippeeeeeeee.
i have my panjabi suit,which
is green.double yey!
i have all my accessories.
and i have new heels that my dad
bought for me.
thriple yey!


yes,i am in a good mood.


well,thats all.


i said i would blog,
i never said i would
be blogging alot.-.-
*pouts.


and madhavi,




imy !
really.
(:

love you my darling maple.(:



ps:i am addicted to the marudhani song.OHMYGAWDDDDD.





smile,
and the world will smile back at you.




whoa.
i am in a really good mood.
*grins.

Labels: hari raya haji.

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Saturday, December 6, 2008 @ 9:38 PM

yippeee dee do.

omg.
i didnt know.
i didnt know this monday was hari raya haji.
oh my gawd.
what world am i living in?
gaaaaarrrrhhh!



okay,nevermind.=.=


a survey.
mind you,its freaking long..

Your name :
shamimah.
2. When's your birthday :
24.09.1993.
3. Where do you stay :
choachukang.
4. Whats your nickname :
see my profile.
5. Where do you hang out usually :
jurong,lotone,around singapore.
6. How is your dressingg style :
depends on situation.
7. Are you able to dance :
yeah.
8. Are you able to sing :
at times.sometimes,i sound awful.
9. Whats your character like :
i dont really know.
10. What is your attitude like :
attitude changes to who i am with.
11. What is your favourite ice cream flavour :
chocolate.
12. What is your favourite foood :
anything with chilli.
13. What is your favourite drink :
milo.
14. What colour is your eye :
black.brown,in sunlight?lol.
15. What is your hair like :
frizzy,irritating,ugly?is it enough?=.=
16. What are your favourite colours :
purple,green,black.
17. What do you do the most :
talk on the phone,daydream,cry.
18. What do you hate most :
i hate alot of things.
19. What do you love most :
god.
20. What do you like in a guy :
idk.can we skip this f.topic?
21. Which is your favourite overseas place :
italy.
22. What do you fear the most :
needles,injections,hospitals.
23. Do you have any phobias :
injections.
24. Where do you study :
greenridge sec.
25. What is your handphone number :
9*****09
26. What is your email address :
shamimah_***93@hotmail.com
27. Your favourite actor :
english-will smith
tamil-surya!
28. Your favourite actress :
english-jessica alba
tamil-thrisha.
29. Your all time favourite song :
anbae anbae.
30. Your current favourite song :
love story
31. Future job :
teacher.
32. What age do you wanna get married :
dont wana get married,pffftttt,
33. What type of husband do you want :
IM NOT GETTING MARRIED.fuck.
34. How would you like a guy to propose to you :
im skipping this,if not i would probably break this screen.
35. What type of flowers do you like :
white roses
36. What is your favourite chocolate :
cadbury,anykind but cadbury.
37. What is your favourite bubble tea flavour :
oreo chocolate.
38. What is your favourite movie currently :
wildchild,damn nice.
39. What is your favourite thing in macdonalds' :
large fries.
40. What is your favourite fruit :
all,except starfruit.
41. What is your blanket colour :
yellow,blue,green.aiyaaa,all colour?
42. What is your age :
15
43. What time were you born :
err,idk either.
44. What are you easily attracted to :
dumb f.boys.
45. What makes you happy :
god,family and friends.
46. What do you want badly now :
to die.
47.Do you own a bikini :
no.
48. What is the one thing you like in yourself :
nothing.
49. Do you consider yourself as spoiled :
no.
50. Whose the closest girl to you now :
madhavi,yk,iman,weilin.
51. What is your favourite type of sweet :
mentos
52. What do your totally refrain from :
smoking
53. What do you find really cute :
babies.
54. How do you sleep :
like,nrmally?
55. What are the things on your bed :
lots of pillows,and a huge pooh bear.
56. Who are you closer to at home :
mum
57. Who pampers you alot :
dad
58. How many heels do you own :
4
59. Do you wear revealing or covered clothes :
covered.
60. What kind of person are you :
normal human being with a tad little of self-confidence.
61. What is the one negative thing about you :
fat.ugly,the list goes on.
62. What is the one positive thing about you :
i can fake everything.
63. What is the usual time you get to bed :
around 2?
64. Do you have the habit of shaving :
yea.
65. Do you drink :
never will.-.-
66. Do you smoke :
sometimes.
67. Whats the one word you use alot :
what the hell?thats three words right?
68. Do you use vulgaraties :
yes.
69. What do you do at night :
sleep,talk on the phone,cry.
70. Are you able to pole dance :
never really tried.
71. Can you grind dance :
nah.
72 . Your current status ?
insane.


long survey.
got from someone's blog.
found it fun.(:


went to buy clothes for hari raya haji.
and its green!whoa,i likeeeeeee.


will update tomorrow.
if possible.*smile.

Labels: lala.

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Thursday, December 4, 2008 @ 3:06 PM

random order of love.

hello once again.



i got a few things to blog about.
i think,if i could actually remember.-.-


remember i said something in my former post,
about my hyderabad trip,when we all went to
another hotel for one night?it sucked,rememeber?
come on lah,i am sure you guys dont have stm.-.-





okay,
maybe it doesnt look really scary.
but seriously trust me,its hell of a creepy
at night,especially after midnight.grr.
i always get shudders when i see it.
the photo i meant.



yesterday,
went out with weilin and iman.
it was fun,got my mind off most things
though i wasnt in the best of moods,and
well,they just made it better.photos up.
i am the last to post it up.grrr.-.-
nevermind,enjoy this pictures.some random
ones though.


kinda like this art.


me and weilin.kinda love this pic.=D


weilin and iman.i took it.*grins.


and thanks to:

for letting us behave like small kids once we entered
the shop.HAHA.we pounced around and took pictures.kinda
cool place,but nth much to buy though.but love the vintage
style.



weilin,dont ask me what she is doing.
i dont really know.


LOL.me and that dumb hat.-.-


its iman.and guess what,i think im preety good at photography.


the pretty pretty shoes that iman cant fit in.LOL.


things that made us go,whoaaaa.


fooling around always has been best with friends.


nice postbox,dont you think?


humiliation of obama?fuckers.*grrr.


love iman's expression,undescribed.(:


somewhere near chinatown and little india?LOL!hahahah.


well,then we wanted to go vivo,otw to the bus,
got tired and trained to lotone,our hometown!;D
and in the mrt station,weilin got high and jumpy
after seeing this:

AHAHHAHAH.

cool lah this!i loved it.how can someone think spore
is boring?puh-lease,get a life check.


reached lot one,went to buy famous amos.
i can never get tired of those wonderful
mouth-watering cookies.

and now,im probably lot one famous amos outlet's
famous customer.and probably the fattest one too.=.=

and then,went library and borrowed more books.
whoa,i am becoming a book magnet,which is super
cool.and saf lost her wallet.and so,went to
complain to the information counter which i have
to admit are stupid to hire bitches like the one
we encounter.let me say why.

me:HAHHAHA,iman,the way you talk damn funny.
(imitates her.)

iman:*laughs like a crazy girl,as usual.

the damned : its nothing funny.(pause)

me and iman stare at her,in confusion!

the damned : its a serious thing to lose a wallet.


WHAT THE DAMNED FUCK ?!??!?

like as if we dont know.
hello?we arent 5 year old kids.
i was super pissed,and she obviously made safura irritated
as well,i shall continue.


the damned : please write whats in ur wallet.

saf : uhh,whats in my wallet?*thinks.

iman : zinc card?library card?ez-link?

me:royal sporting house card?

ALL LAUGHED.which i wana add,whats so funny?i have leh!

the damned : you dont even know whats in ur wallet?interesting.

*snarls.


okay,firstly,
WHAT THE HELL WAS SO INTERESTING ?!??!??!?!??!!?

second,
u talk like as if you know everything in your wallet?
how about you list out all everything in ur ugly f.wallet
when you are about to die or something.i mean,obviously
saf might have forgotten in her panic,and so,if u r gna
die,u will panic right?then u write lah,everything in
ur wallet.i will time u!

thirdly,
no one asked ur f.comments.



omg.
seriously,pissed with her.
haha.but funny.=.=

headed home,and continue studying.
haha,but the break from studies were sure,good.




she is such a good singer.
i love her songs.
and she is pretty.
*gapes.



HAHHAHHA.
thats so lame.


tags replied:

sam:hahaha,imy too my dear.

parames:HHAHAHA,imy too,para.and yes,right?LOL.

maple:we werent be gng to the dam,right?

marcus:haha,yes i am back,and its fun.

iman:HAHHAHA,same here.haiz,cool memories.

nazurah:NAZ!i miss everything also.

maple:haha,imy too,right?i dont need water.lol.

eunice:hahhaa,same here!

huiqi:YO!hhahaha,errr,sms me k,dhen i tell u.

sam:haha,thanks.imy too.

parames:ahhha,yesyes,we would be good of friends forever.

atiqah:yes,i would miss it too,and all the fun.

sam:imy too.

parames:HHAHAH,coolio.imy too.

iman:HHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA . yes yes,i changed it.lol.


seeing the tags,i miss hyderabad too.
haiz.

Labels: randomness.

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SHAMIMAH BEGUM.♥ shamimah begum bte mohd ibrahim.
sweet 16.
september 24th.
im still trying to figure out who i am or who will i be.
i can rarely tolerate bullshit of any kind from people.
i still stick to my stand that,
nothing lasts forever.




disagree with that?
prove it then.

xoxo,
Shamimah B.♥

i feel like an angel .
not like the one up there,but yea.
guess why?
because i want to change for the better.
since life here on this world is so longggggggg,
i had enough of being moody/sad/angry.
i would just be myself,no matter what.
( p/s: mood swings,are NATURAL.hee.)


actually,i am rambling like some ass.
okay,
so here it is,



*yey!


aiights,so i shall start.


#1- study real hard & put in my best for olevels.


#2- be a filial child to my parents.


#3- start being a tad more religious.


#4- try to be neat.*grins.


#5- no more foul words to be used,by person/blog.

ps/gna be hard,but i will try.


#6- do not lie for whatsoever reasons.


#7- give up on love.

ps/OH WAIIITTTT.i alrdy did.gah.haha.


#8- appreciate my friends/classmates.


#9- enjoy school life and stop grumbling when homewk is given


#10- save money as world is going through recession.


#11- be a good samaritan and give more donation.


#12-ENJOY LIFE & MAKE MY FAMILY PROUD OF ME,SHAMIMAH.B!!!



okayyyy.
thats it,yo.
i stop at 12 because its a lucky number.
gahhaa,bullshit.i didnt know what else to
write though.somehow i will try to fulfill
all of this and well,behave myself.i have
to change,whattt!



so,2009 is otw now.
gosh.
idk why i am so dead excited.


on new year's day,
i am going to have:


- new url.
- new blogging style and some style of mine.gahaaa.{ ps/copycats=fuckoff. }
- new blogsong.
- new blogskin.
- new private blog. { i havent figure out what to do with it yet. }



somehow,i cant wait.
i wana be like a new born baby.
oh how cool,babyyyyyy!((:



and the sad thing is
i havent been sleeping properly.
oh god.i can only sleep at around 3
these past few days and wake up rather
early.gaaa.
i am super freaked when school reopens.
i hope i will be able to wake up.*fingers kept crossed.


great thing is,
i dont have eyebags!



how wonderful!(:




i am going to get some sleep now.
and okay,everyone enjoy your day!






ps/i really feel like an angel?am i?answer me!gahaaa.

Labels: A.N.G.E.L

f*ckkkkkkk siah .





okay thats it .
i fucking hate copycats.



have your own fucking originality please.
gosh.


use your brain.
stop copying,assholes.



fuck la.
i have so many things to be pissed off by.
gosh.
i can burst with that much anger in me!








you call yourself a friend?ppfffffttttt.
what a joke.

Labels: boiling over.

i am so sad that i can cry till i die.





thats how i feel.


i think i am gonna be into depression soon.
i need to talk to someone?



fuck.
what are friends for?
all bullshit.

Labels: its easier to fuck the world than yourself.

ftw.


i hate it okay.
nothing happens the way i want it to.



i was so sad okay.


i saw _________.
and because of that fucking bloody ass bitch,
everything went downhill.


humiliation?


fuck.
i am experiencing it always in my life.







im used to it.
used to being rejected.
used to being a failure.
used to being a nobody.




as usual.



what a fucked up world.




dumbass wedding.

Labels: disgusting life.

hello peeps!


i just returned home.
i went outtttttt,at last seh.


i went to watch twilight.


its damn nice okayyyyyyy.
im so in love with that movie.
goshhhh.
atiqahhh knows how much i love it.


edward cullen.
omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im wrng,
he is fucking ass cuteeeeeeee.



i was in tears when he said ,

" you are like my own pack of heroin. "



goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
so romantic.



im crazyyyy nw.

ps/pictures will be in facebook soon.







gaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . *shrieks.






damn,i felt like i didnt know you.



sticks out tongue.

Labels: you are my own packet of heroin.

i cant sleep !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






i wana cry.


): oh gosh.
i didnt sleep well yesterday.
i had such a weird dream.
damnnnn.



so,i didnt really update properly,did i.
well well well.
idk larhhhh.
i am not really in the mood to update.
gaaaarrrrhhhhh.


i wana sleep.
but i scared i wont get up later.
oh bull shit.
aiyaaaaaaaaaa.



awh isnt it cuteeeeee?


gosh.
okay dahh,bye.

Labels: bitch., go to sleep

merry christmas my dears!!!!!!
hope santa gave you your presents.
haha.enjoy the day!


im again in a rush.
so,i will come back and blog.
so sorry.



enjoy your beautiful holidays peeps!

Labels: (:

hey everyone!


im kinda in a rush.
i needa meet hema for an outing.
at last.haha.i am not sure where
are we heading to,but yea,i would
blog about it after i return.(:


i have some spare time in my hands.
so,im gna continue.


yesterday,i couldnt sleep.
and since i knew all the lazy pigs
out there was sleeping like hell
and i couldnt chit-chat.i wonder
why i couldnt sleep,either im
insomniac or the trees
outside my window has a ulterior motive.
i think its the first.i seriously cant
sleep.and after reading that article,
i was so convinced im insomniac.
oh whatever.
okay,as i was saying,i was surfing the
net at probably around 3,and guess what
i found:top baby names..i was so happy.haha.it was really fun.

i found out the top 10 girl's names:
1. Isabella
2. Ava
3. Emily
4. Elizabeth
5. Abigail
6. Madison
7. Emma
8. Addison
9. Madeline
10. Olivia

haha.honestly,i only like the first and fourth.
whats your favourite?tag at my tagbox,okay?

this are the top 10 boy's names:
1. Aidan
2. Jayden
3. Jacob
4. Michael
5. Ethan
6. Caden
7. James
8. Caleb
9. Andrew
10. Matthew

i so love the first name.
aidan!
damn coolio.

if only i could name my son or whatsoever like that.

imagine.

mohd aidan!

LOL!!!!!!!!


or how about, isabella begum.


awwhhhhhh.
i so want kids just to name them !!!!!!!!


haha.
continue reading the page where i gave you the link.
its damn cool.seriously.
people even name their babies with the names of
the cast,twilight..
thats so cool.
some even name after britney.
personally,*eew!
haha.

imagine,

britney begum.


HAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAHHAAHHAHHAHAH.


my kid(girl) would be bullied like hell.




haha.
okay,i love this post.
i laughed too much.
whatever.


awhhhh,isnt she cuteeeee?


ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


thats it.
I WANT A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
haha.as in,maybe a adopted one.hee.(:

i knew it sounded wrng.-.-




ps: dont forget to tag about which name you likeeeee.
both boy and girl,aiights?

Labels: cute baby.

heyho people!


chrismas is coming!!!!!!!
everyone who is celebrating christmas have a great
time okay.have fun and be yourself.but dont eat
too much.if i see you in school and get shocked
out of my socks,i know who to blame.HOHOHO!


okay,whtever.
hahah,lame.


i want it to snow!
snow is such a beautiful thing.
imagine,dressing up with colourful scarfs,
socks,coats,jackets!
super cool.i want!


life has been pretty boring.
actually okayyyy.and school
is starting soon which reminds
me that i lost my tamil homewk.
damn shit.=.=




i watched this movie.
and i seriously think
jason statham is super cool.
he was so muscular and hotttt.
i like the way he answers question.
hahahah.

(look at those muscles)omggggggggg,*shrieks.



life has been pretty boringgggggg.
oh maaaannnn.
i want school to start.
o'levels this year!grr.




HUI WEI LING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cheer up.
enjoy lifeeeeeee!
(:



NURUL IMAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just wanted to sayyyy,
go to your dreams okay.
do your best in sec 3 and 4
anddddd study real hard.
it isnt that hard,serious.
when i grow up,i wana see
you in usa,get it?hahah.
do your best and strive for it.



i will reply tags later!
(:

Labels: be careful what you wish for.

sometimes i feel
i am not worth it.
not worth of
any single thing.
i feel like
i am a failure.
i want everything in life
but i get nothing at all
and i become a nobody.
i lost so many things
in life that i wish i could
get back.again,im saying why
cant i be the person i want
to be.

people say god wont give you anything you wont handle.

what makes god think i can possibly
handle it?my size?or do i think too
much?whatever it is,i cant handle it.
because,it aint me.whoever im portraying,
it isnt me.i feel the ache in my head,
heart and throughout my life.


why is god so unfair?
i ask myself that question every day.
why do some people get everything
they never really asked for,but me,
i dont get anything for whatever i
have always wanted.

its like believing there is santa,
when he really isnt there.

someone once told me,

"HE would be fair to everyone.patience."

oh really?why was i choosen not to
be who i want to be?why did i lose
everything?why did i lost my 2 yrs
best friends when i came sec 3?why
do i always lose my love and settle
myself for pain-filled heartbreaks?
why is it that whoever i trust
doesnt seem to be trustable after a
certain incident?whay do i do so
badly for exams and portrayed(to myself)
as someone dumb?why me?


when will god be fair?
when i die?
which is bloody when?
in my other lifetime?
or is it my fate?
my fate that i am meant to be like this.

failure.

again,

sometimes,

i think too much.


because all i want,

is a moment
that some people wait for a lifetime
and they search for it forever.


& that some people is me.

all i want is something
no one could possible give.

Labels: if all is meant to be.

im effing clueless.
i didnt know yesterday was the n'level results.
well,how am i suppose to know?
it wasnt like i was going to take it.=.=
okay,well,whatever,everyone who took it
congrats if you are gng to sec 5,and do ur
best in whatever you are gna do if you are
going to ite.



so days have been OKAY.
i have been studying and also having my own
private time.which is good for me,because,
i like to be left alone..actually i dont,
but what am i suppose to do?im always left
alone.ppffftttt.okay,whtever.so yea,in my
free time these days,i watched two movies in
the net.they are,



and





i dont care if im outdated.
thats none of my business if you care.

anddddddd zomg,
selena gomez is super duper pretty.
i really like her.i think she is so much
better than demi lovato and miley cyrus.
okay actually not miley cyrus but better
than demi,thats for sure.oooohhhh,i like
her!!!!



i dont know whats up with that highlight,
other than that,she is preety much awesome.
and she acts better than demi.




okayyy FINE!she looks good lahhhh.
but she cant acttttttt.!!!!!!!*pppfffft.
okayyyyyy.im being meannn.she is quite
okay though,and i like her smile?
am i kind enough???????=.=


actually i alrdy watched step up 2,but
i got the sudden urge to watch it again.
so yeaaaa.
the girl is hot!
but the guy is even hotttttttterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
ommmmmgggggggggg,*cant breathe.
seriously,he is super cute.
and im his fan now.




whooooaaaaaaaa.

yeah,so thats what i have been doing.
studying,watching movies and stuff.
my holidays is boring and i want
school to start,seriously.damnnn.


annnd,oh yeaa,






HUI WEI LING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



cheer up,im here for you.
always!




so thats all.
take care readers.


ps/ how many days till school reopens?

...
...
.....
.......

whatttt?
i told you i was clueless!!!!



tags replied:

to ika: hahahhah.relax lahhh,i would.

to maple: HAHHA.i wont.effing passerby.

to iman: YES KIWI!i was sick.hahhaha.okok.imy too.

to sam: HAHAHHAHHA,okay doctor!(:

to salihan: YO!hhhaha,imy toooo.

to cyk: OKOK.

to atique: HAHHAH.last time i trieddd.lol.i also want to!

to cass: okok sure will.(:

to passerby: UGH!thats it.if you really want to know,please
go find it out by yourself,i have no time to
tell you about her.she is my best friend.get it?

to maple: ASSSHOLE SIIAHHH!ahhaha.okok,have fun there darl!

to maple: HAHAHHA,tinkerbell?lol,i miss mr tan too.(:

to sam: haha,yeaaaa.

to maple: *grins.

to passerby: WHHATTTTTTT?okay im confused.

to atique: HAHAHHA.asshole lah that womann.sucker!lol.(:

to passerby: YOU OBVIOUSLY ARE BLIND.go see a doctor.

to passerby: WHATTTT THE HELLLLL?im always angry with you?
i get angry with lots of people in schhooool?
how am i suppose to knowwwww?grrrrrrr,write
ur nameee,or go to hellll!

to sam: heee.yes im gna visit a psychiatrist.

to cyk: HAHAHA.like real lahhh.btw thanks for caring.(:
imy lehhh,zomg.

Labels: clueless.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im damn disgusted by somethinggggggggggg.
oh holy shit!hhahahahahaha.
i shouldnt say anything here.
i really shouldnt,people will get offended.
OMG!hahahhahhaa.okay,im being mean.=.=



gaaaarrrrhhhhhh.
guess whatttt,im hating cough now.
and its best friend,flu.it both
sucks,they told me last night that
its so fun playing hide-and-seek with
phagocytes in my body,that it doesnt
want to go!grrrrr.


okay,whtever.
today have drama!
damnnnnn.i didnt go,i was still in bed.
please,could you blame me?it isnt my fault.



and im going crazy sooner or later.
it sucks,everything does.
having to stare at every wall of my house
sucks.i also know which wall has small tiny
cracks on them,which one has weared off paint,
and everything.its nice to be staring at walls
which you could observe 24/7.its super nice.
if you want to pass time,and do nothing,
cos you one lazy ass,thats something to do.
its fun,trust me.


ehhhhh,
brother JELLY,
lets meet!
we have to meeetttttttttt.
im dying without you.*exxagerated.
haha,seriously lahhhh.
come meet meeeeeeee.



im kinda going nuts here.



and,

im not afraid of anything,
i just need to know if i can breathe,
and i dont need much of anything,
but suddenly,
i am small and the world is big,
all around me is fast moving.
its like im slowing down.
slowing down into nowhere.
nowhere.just nowhere.




i think i need to visit a psychiatrist.











edittedd/////////////////////////


i changed my blogskin.AGAIN.
i like this one,and hopefully i would keep
it till christmas!haha,whtever.
btw,

passerby,
SCREW YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: everything back but you.

arghhh.
im feeling rather sick these days.
and the worst is usually in the
morning and at night.which sucks.
i cant seem to open my mouth either.
whtever.i probably need to go for
a damned blood test.for everything,
i hate it,as i hate needles.-.-
or whatever that gotta do with
blood.omggggg.my head hurts.


fuck man.
i am gna spent my day in bed once again.
and i am gna look like shit in my cousin's
wedding,today and tmrw.thank you very much.
grrrrrrrrr!


tags replied:

sam : orhh , nvmnvm.-.-

iman: HHAHHAHA,7 things.lol.

sam: *grins.selamat hari raya to u too.

cassie: YO!hhahah,ook,sure2.

maple: same here.(:

vivian: SORRY LAHH!hahahah,okok,will link u.

jasmine: hello!okok.((:

sam: oh,i saw it.thank u thank u.

cassie: HAHHAH,she is old.

shaleeha: HUH??!??!no lahhh.i just read the survey,
i copy&paste frm someone's blog,thats why
i forgot to change it.i dont lah!

atique: HAHAH,thank u very much atiqahhh!who cares,lol.

passerby: whtever.=.=

sam:HAHHAHA,i get it.lol,okok.will sms u.u tc!(:


i seriously needa puke.-.- GAAAARRRHHHHHHHHHH.


i am sick.
and i hate it.
my plans for everything was spoiled.


okay,actually no.*smile.


hari raya haji was okay.
boring at times,but fun at last.
i took photos.*grins.
and i look ugly.as usual.
photos later okay?


then,i watched vaaranam aayiram.

and its okay for me.
quite nice.as usual,surya is hot hot hot!
andand,the songs are to die for.
so,yeah,rating:7/10
*i didnt really understand some part.(:


today.
woke up with a really bad sorethroat,flu and fever.
grrrrrr.but i studied as well,and guess what,i study
better when i am sick.really!i studied since i woke
up to now?yeah,i think its better if i am sick,since
i study better.an idea to think about.


guess what!


my parrot,aka my birdie,has a history!
i am super sad after hearing it.
seems that my dad saw it in a cage,unattended
under a void deck with its legs tied
up by a rusty wire and its feathers cut
off,OMG!!!!!!!!!!i got so sad,that i feed
it so much.haha,and now it seems contended.
"dont wry birdie,shami will tc!"haha.
takecare as in curse the person who did that.
bloody hell,i hope that person dies soon.
HHAHA.*grins.



and im currently bored.
i missed chemistry test!
shits,gaaaarrrhh.

sweets.
is what im watching now.and i think the first dish,if you watch it,is damn coolio.i wana
try!!!!!!!!!
ice angel looks fat,but still pretty!
and i think jayden looks cute at times.
whtever.-.-


pictures,









life without my sister would be hell.with her too.*grins.






thats all!

whats with my face,idk.
it looks so ugly.
pardon if you puke once seeing it.
actually,whtever,for all i care.-.-


and i hate SOGGY ROTI PRATAS !

my mum did roti prata and she pour so much curry
that its soaked now.mannnnn!

nevermind,

best solution?


feed it to the parrot.
HAHAH.



will blog soon.
i wana get well!
aaarghhhhhh.

Labels: pictureperfect.

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Sunday, December 7, 2008 @ 10:01 PM

the ecstacy.the wild.the me.

i promised i would blog,
so here i am!


i dont like breaking promises.
haha,okay whatever.





tomorrow is hari raya haji.
yippeeeeeeee.
i have my panjabi suit,which
is green.double yey!
i have all my accessories.
and i have new heels that my dad
bought for me.
thriple yey!


yes,i am in a good mood.


well,thats all.


i said i would blog,
i never said i would
be blogging alot.-.-
*pouts.


and madhavi,




imy !
really.
(:

love you my darling maple.(:



ps:i am addicted to the marudhani song.OHMYGAWDDDDD.





smile,
and the world will smile back at you.




whoa.
i am in a really good mood.
*grins.

Labels: hari raya haji.

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Saturday, December 6, 2008 @ 9:38 PM

yippeee dee do.

omg.
i didnt know.
i didnt know this monday was hari raya haji.
oh my gawd.
what world am i living in?
gaaaaarrrrhhh!



okay,nevermind.=.=


a survey.
mind you,its freaking long..

Your name :
shamimah.
2. When's your birthday :
24.09.1993.
3. Where do you stay :
choachukang.
4. Whats your nickname :
see my profile.
5. Where do you hang out usually :
jurong,lotone,around singapore.
6. How is your dressingg style :
depends on situation.
7. Are you able to dance :
yeah.
8. Are you able to sing :
at times.sometimes,i sound awful.
9. Whats your character like :
i dont really know.
10. What is your attitude like :
attitude changes to who i am with.
11. What is your favourite ice cream flavour :
chocolate.
12. What is your favourite foood :
anything with chilli.
13. What is your favourite drink :
milo.
14. What colour is your eye :
black.brown,in sunlight?lol.
15. What is your hair like :
frizzy,irritating,ugly?is it enough?=.=
16. What are your favourite colours :
purple,green,black.
17. What do you do the most :
talk on the phone,daydream,cry.
18. What do you hate most :
i hate alot of things.
19. What do you love most :
god.
20. What do you like in a guy :
idk.can we skip this f.topic?
21. Which is your favourite overseas place :
italy.
22. What do you fear the most :
needles,injections,hospitals.
23. Do you have any phobias :
injections.
24. Where do you study :
greenridge sec.
25. What is your handphone number :
9*****09
26. What is your email address :
shamimah_***93@hotmail.com
27. Your favourite actor :
english-will smith
tamil-surya!
28. Your favourite actress :
english-jessica alba
tamil-thrisha.
29. Your all time favourite song :
anbae anbae.
30. Your current favourite song :
love story
31. Future job :
teacher.
32. What age do you wanna get married :
dont wana get married,pffftttt,
33. What type of husband do you want :
IM NOT GETTING MARRIED.fuck.
34. How would you like a guy to propose to you :
im skipping this,if not i would probably break this screen.
35. What type of flowers do you like :
white roses
36. What is your favourite chocolate :
cadbury,anykind but cadbury.
37. What is your favourite bubble tea flavour :
oreo chocolate.
38. What is your favourite movie currently :
wildchild,damn nice.
39. What is your favourite thing in macdonalds' :
large fries.
40. What is your favourite fruit :
all,except starfruit.
41. What is your blanket colour :
yellow,blue,green.aiyaaa,all colour?
42. What is your age :
15
43. What time were you born :
err,idk either.
44. What are you easily attracted to :
dumb f.boys.
45. What makes you happy :
god,family and friends.
46. What do you want badly now :
to die.
47.Do you own a bikini :
no.
48. What is the one thing you like in yourself :
nothing.
49. Do you consider yourself as spoiled :
no.
50. Whose the closest girl to you now :
madhavi,yk,iman,weilin.
51. What is your favourite type of sweet :
mentos
52. What do your totally refrain from :
smoking
53. What do you find really cute :
babies.
54. How do you sleep :
like,nrmally?
55. What are the things on your bed :
lots of pillows,and a huge pooh bear.
56. Who are you closer to at home :
mum
57. Who pampers you alot :
dad
58. How many heels do you own :
4
59. Do you wear revealing or covered clothes :
covered.
60. What kind of person are you :
normal human being with a tad little of self-confidence.
61. What is the one negative thing about you :
fat.ugly,the list goes on.
62. What is the one positive thing about you :
i can fake everything.
63. What is the usual time you get to bed :
around 2?
64. Do you have the habit of shaving :
yea.
65. Do you drink :
never will.-.-
66. Do you smoke :
sometimes.
67. Whats the one word you use alot :
what the hell?thats three words right?
68. Do you use vulgaraties :
yes.
69. What do you do at night :
sleep,talk on the phone,cry.
70. Are you able to pole dance :
never really tried.
71. Can you grind dance :
nah.
72 . Your current status ?
insane.


long survey.
got from someone's blog.
found it fun.(:


went to buy clothes for hari raya haji.
and its green!whoa,i likeeeeeee.


will update tomorrow.
if possible.*smile.

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Thursday, December 4, 2008 @ 3:06 PM

random order of love.

hello once again.



i got a few things to blog about.
i think,if i could actually remember.-.-


remember i said something in my former post,
about my hyderabad trip,when we all went to
another hotel for one night?it sucked,rememeber?
come on lah,i am sure you guys dont have stm.-.-





okay,
maybe it doesnt look really scary.
but seriously trust me,its hell of a creepy
at night,especially after midnight.grr.
i always get shudders when i see it.
the photo i meant.



yesterday,
went out with weilin and iman.
it was fun,got my mind off most things
though i wasnt in the best of moods,and
well,they just made it better.photos up.
i am the last to post it up.grrr.-.-
nevermind,enjoy this pictures.some random
ones though.


kinda like this art.


me and weilin.kinda love this pic.=D


weilin and iman.i took it.*grins.


and thanks to:

for letting us behave like small kids once we entered
the shop.HAHA.we pounced around and took pictures.kinda
cool place,but nth much to buy though.but love the vintage
style.



weilin,dont ask me what she is doing.
i dont really know.


LOL.me and that dumb hat.-.-


its iman.and guess what,i think im preety good at photography.


the pretty pretty shoes that iman cant fit in.LOL.


things that made us go,whoaaaa.


fooling around always has been best with friends.


nice postbox,dont you think?


humiliation of obama?fuckers.*grrr.


love iman's expression,undescribed.(:


somewhere near chinatown and little india?LOL!hahahah.


well,then we wanted to go vivo,otw to the bus,
got tired and trained to lotone,our hometown!;D
and in the mrt station,weilin got high and jumpy
after seeing this:

AHAHHAHAH.

cool lah this!i loved it.how can someone think spore
is boring?puh-lease,get a life check.


reached lot one,went to buy famous amos.
i can never get tired of those wonderful
mouth-watering cookies.

and now,im probably lot one famous amos outlet's
famous customer.and probably the fattest one too.=.=

and then,went library and borrowed more books.
whoa,i am becoming a book magnet,which is super
cool.and saf lost her wallet.and so,went to
complain to the information counter which i have
to admit are stupid to hire bitches like the one
we encounter.let me say why.

me:HAHHAHA,iman,the way you talk damn funny.
(imitates her.)

iman:*laughs like a crazy girl,as usual.

the damned : its nothing funny.(pause)

me and iman stare at her,in confusion!

the damned : its a serious thing to lose a wallet.


WHAT THE DAMNED FUCK ?!??!?

like as if we dont know.
hello?we arent 5 year old kids.
i was super pissed,and she obviously made safura irritated
as well,i shall continue.


the damned : please write whats in ur wallet.

saf : uhh,whats in my wallet?*thinks.

iman : zinc card?library card?ez-link?

me:royal sporting house card?

ALL LAUGHED.which i wana add,whats so funny?i have leh!

the damned : you dont even know whats in ur wallet?interesting.

*snarls.


okay,firstly,
WHAT THE HELL WAS SO INTERESTING ?!??!??!?!??!!?

second,
u talk like as if you know everything in your wallet?
how about you list out all everything in ur ugly f.wallet
when you are about to die or something.i mean,obviously
saf might have forgotten in her panic,and so,if u r gna
die,u will panic right?then u write lah,everything in
ur wallet.i will time u!

thirdly,
no one asked ur f.comments.



omg.
seriously,pissed with her.
haha.but funny.=.=

headed home,and continue studying.
haha,but the break from studies were sure,good.




she is such a good singer.
i love her songs.
and she is pretty.
*gapes.



HAHHAHHA.
thats so lame.


tags replied:

sam:hahaha,imy too my dear.

parames:HHAHAHA,imy too,para.and yes,right?LOL.

maple:we werent be gng to the dam,right?

marcus:haha,yes i am back,and its fun.

iman:HAHHAHA,same here.haiz,cool memories.

nazurah:NAZ!i miss everything also.

maple:haha,imy too,right?i dont need water.lol.

eunice:hahhaa,same here!

huiqi:YO!hhahaha,errr,sms me k,dhen i tell u.

sam:haha,thanks.imy too.

parames:ahhha,yesyes,we would be good of friends forever.

atiqah:yes,i would miss it too,and all the fun.

sam:imy too.

parames:HHAHAH,coolio.imy too.

iman:HHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA . yes yes,i changed it.lol.


seeing the tags,i miss hyderabad too.
haiz.

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> suryaa.
>monessa.
>eunice.
>glenn.
>shehnaz.
>madhavi.
>iman.
>sam.
>eunice.
>cassie.
>patrice.
>parames.
>rachel.
>salihan.
> fiona.
>fazrinah.
>annisa.
>nadiah.
>jessabel.
>heri.
>miss chermaine.

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to a whole new world.
i hate to make decisions.
looking like its so complicated.
i should have known,in this world,im always alone.
plans cancelled.damn.
when i look at you,the whole world fades away.
transformer right at cck!
and all you have to do is to find the spark.
en kadhal solla...
have to take the right one.