Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 11:25 AM
i failed.
i wanted to get an A.failure in not getting what i want,is what im good at.
i never got what i wanted in life to succeed.
never.
and fuck,
i did it again.
what,you ask?
i failed again.
whats the point of dreaming/believing/having faith
when you never got anything you wanted for??!?!
its a fucked up unfair life.
it seriously is,
for a girl like me.
cant i have big dreams?
i just wanted..
an
A.
of course,
god would have been stupid to give me an A.
i probably dont deserve it.
duh.
what the fuck do i deserve?!
Labels: bitch-ass life.
Sunday, August 9, 2009 @ 9:40 PM
but i,i gotta keep trying,gotta keep my head held high.
hello.only here to wish eunice and singapore happy birthday.
firstly,
i would like to thank you for being a moral support for me these days.
i really appreciate it and you touched my heart.thanks for everything,
even making me laugh and i hope you enjoy your birthday!hope we would
remain friends forever and that i would still call u my puppy when i am
around 25 years old?!?hahahah.stay pretty aiights,and study hard.you are
clever,and u must strive for ur goals okay!no matter what,if u ever need
anything,u can call me,and i'll be there.dont worry about anything and enjoy
ur most special day just like ur special!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY,LOHLOH!
(im proud to have a puppy who is honourable to have same birthday as spore.)
yippeee! :D
secondly,
happy birthday singapore.
i love you.
HAHAHAHHA.
thirdly.
its a ________ asshole week.
i cant believe i went through it.
phew.
i am beginning to lose faith.
AGAIN.
Labels: my faith is shaking.
Sunday, August 2, 2009 @ 8:29 PM
my state of mind is finding out the best for me.
what a weekend,man!at last,i went to the barbeque and i had lots of fun!
i actually got a piece of mind there and laughed
alot.super fun though at times it screamed boring.
oh well.
i didnt even go for class today as i overslept and just
couldnt get up for bed.
):
2nd of august.
i will forever remember this day.
the day i performed twice proudly.
:D
libra-
Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, fun and sweet.
Have own unique appeal.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
However, not the kind of person you wanna mess with...
You might end up crying..
(got it from a email!)
HAHAHA.the last sentence very funny.
im bored!
i have nothing to do!
))):
and alah,madhavi d/o nanthabala,
doesnt mean i understand one question,
i can do all you know?!?!
like She said,
" if there is nothing inside,there will always be nothing."
damnnnation.
all her words are floating around in my head you know.
i have no idea why i cant memorise notes,but all these
things would be stuck to my brain.gosh.-.-
` i can almost see it,
that dream i am dreaming
but there's a voice inside my head
saying,you will never reach it.
every step im taking
every move im make feels
lost with no direction
my faith is shaking.
gaahhhhhhhhh.
i can tell you.
it sucks not being able to do
what others can.
Labels: always going to be another mountain, im always going to wana make it move.
