Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 10:56 AM
nothing goes the way its supposed to be.
even my own family dont have faith in me,that i can do well in my prelims.
so,
why should i?
why should you?
fuck.
im sick.
damn.
so much of the distinction for mt.
bullshit.
Labels: faker.
Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 5:11 PM
if you thought i was bulletproof,get this,im not.
hello.another 3 more days for mt olevels.
im dead scared.
hopefully i can do well.
i have very little hope.
i dont know if i can do it.
best friends are hard to get.
they are harder to keep.
im sad.
i have lots of bestfriends.
and im having difficulties keeping them.
i must have done something wrong.
i dont know why im ignored.
or hated.
the problem is,
when i treat someone important,
it doesnt return back to me.
im sorry for whatever i did wrong.
the thing is,i dont know what i
did wrong.but im ready to beg
forgiveness if you want.because,
seriously,you are my only bestfriend
in school.
whatever.
btw,
GOOD LUCK FOR MOTHER TONGUE OLEVELS,EVERYONE!
TRY YOUR VERY BEST AND GET A DISTINCTION!AND THOSE WHO HAVE
BEEN FAILING ALL THESE TIME,ITS TIME TO SHOW THE WORLD,YOU CAN
PASS AND DO WELL!!!!!!!!!
PS/
its either you dont notice.
or you choose not to.
Labels: _|_
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 4:34 PM
& the sun will shine brighter the next day.
hello!today was okay.
a normal school day,
and guess what.
im not even excited that
the june so-called holidays
are like here in 2 days time.
why?
because its not a holiday.
for us.
the sec-4s.
im stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*pulls hair out.
had imr again today!
we had fun.
HAHHA.
let me say from the start.
i bought some sour sweets.
i was passing it to everyone,
and vino as well.
(i actually forget that she couldnt take sour stuff).
and then,
vino:(asks siti),EHH,THIS ONE SOUR ARH?!?!
me: NO LAH,NOT SOUR,REALLY.NOT AT ALL SIAH.
mavi: YAH,NOT SOUR.
surya: ITS THE APPLE-SOUR KINDA TASTE.
vino:(swallow everything inside her mouth.)
siti: EH WTH.SUPPOSE TO EAT IT SLOWLY.
me: *stares at her intently with surya and mavi.
vino: OMG,(COUGHS,AND COUGHS,)I GONNA VOMIT.(COUGHS AGAIN).
me,surya,mavi,siti: AHHAHAHHAHA.*all talking at once.
and all of a sudden,
she kinda vomit,(all saliva only,EEWWWW!!),
onto the mock exam paper we were given.
what did the rest of us do?
BURST OUT LAUGHING.
SHE IS DAMN FUNNY.
HHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH.
*smiling to myself.
haha.
then had recess.
another fun part.
me and surya continued our wrestling.
and my class were cheering.
though there were some irritated glances,
*oh,for all i care!
and then,yeah.
haha.its pure fun,though it hurts.(:
then had social studies.
did social studies.
and she did a good job in dampening my spirits!
emaths.
HAHAH.
had fun.
we learnt,sets and venn diagrams.
its kinda wierd.=.=
at last,english.
one of the cool lessons.
had oral practice.*sounds WRONG.haha!
and then,yeahhhh,
you guessed it,
MATHS CLUB.
mr ong purposely didnt come out when we called.
and made us wait!!hmphhh.
and so,me and madhavi chatted with mdm sellathye.
haha,fun fun fun!
we gossiped about someone,.
and we planned about our lunch outing after o's.
i cant wait for it!
im sure it will be fun!
then,mr ong checked our papers and dismissed us.
went home with mavi.
saw her mum,talked and now homed.
i have got nothing else to do now.
and im lazy to start on my damn
amaths homework.
oh man!
ps/
wth.
seriously.
made.
a.
mistake.
pss/
i seriously disliked the way you look at me.
i was trying to ignore you,talking to my best
friend though i was looking up.i could see,
you staring.what the hell do you want?!?!?!?
to me anymore,so please stop doing anything else.
AND OMGGGGGG.
I JUST REALISED,
YOU KNOW,THIS POST,AT THE TOP,
THE PART OF,"imr",
ITS THE FIRST THREE WORDS OF SOMEONE
WHOM I KNOW.
HAHHAAH.
title: WHAT A MAN HEARS.
What a Woman Says:
"This place is a mess! C'mon,
You and I need to clean up.
Your stuff is lying on the floor,
and if we don't do laundry right now
you'll have no clothes to wear."
What a Man Hears:
blah, blah, blah, blah, C'MON
blah, blah, blah, YOU AND I
blah, blah, ON THE FLOOR
blah, blah, blah, RIGHT NOW
blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES!
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA.
(:
btw,
SINGAPORE HAVE H1N1 FLU ALREADY!
OH MY GOD.HOPEFULLY THEY ALREADY QUARANTINED
THE PERSON,IF NOT COULD YOU IMAGINE WHATS THE
FATE OF SINGAPOREANS?MOREOVER,THAT PERSON FROM
NEW YORK LEH!WHAT THE HELL SIAH?IF YOU THINK YOU
SICK,STAY THERE LAH!COME BACK FOR WHATTTT!!!!!!!
DONNING MASKS AND LOCKED UP AT HOME?!?!??!?! IMAGINE!
OMG!SERIOUSLY,ITS SCARY.PEOPLE SAY ITS SOMESORT OF DOOMS DAY.
IDK UH,BUT SCARYYYY!
on the bright side,
no one lives.
okay wait,is it the bright side or the dark one?
HHAHAHHAHHHAHAHA.
reminds me of the,dark fucker..
oh,WHATEVER.
BYEEE!(:
Labels: imr?hmm.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 5:00 PM
when you stood there with me.
hello.what a day!
it was okay,for a normal day at school.
had mt intensive revision,again.
nothing much,did a paper.
then had recess.
sat with surya,alvina and vino once again.
then went back class.
had geo.
supposed to do a paper.
but,we could do it at home,so i didnt do.
then,was amaths.
madhavi gave ms liew her card.
hopefully,she likes it,
happy belated birthday!
at last,was bio.
waste of time,man.
he didnt come to school.
i wonder why.
so me,madhavi,atiqah and yk talked.
crapped as usual.
then?MATHS CLUB!
did some work.
ANNNNDDDDD,i fight with surya.
haha.it was so fun,and i had to use
my whole weight leh!
hahaha,DO IT AGAIN,OKAY SURYA?!?!?
school has been fun.
and,i have been trying to forget you.
trust me,i will.
but,i probably wouldnt want to go through it again.
another,
just another,,
5 MORE DAYS TO MOTHER TONGUE OLEVEL!
OH MY GOD!!!!!!
ITS ACTUALLY THE REAL THING.
im gonna freak out.
but,i cant wait for the next day.
lunch with tamil mates and sellathye,
and,dinner with drama-rians!
whooo.
ps/
to YOU:
DONT WORRY.sometimes,there are people not
to be trusted.but you never knew the whole thing and
how the people involved felt.dont take it personally,
just go with the flow,but believe in who you trust,dont
become paranoid and,make a careful decision about who
you trust.
what the hell.
blogging is becoming boringgggggggg.
HAHA.
okay,im going to see some videos
and do my maths club homework,so byeeee!
Labels: maths club honourary fighter.
Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 9:10 PM
accepting.
sometimes,PEOPLE TAKE ME FOR GRANTED.
NEVER APPRECIATE ME.
ALWAYS TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME.
AND,THE FEELING SUCKS.
FOR,THAT PERSON CAN BE YOUR FRIEND.
OR YOUR SIBLING.
OR
PS/the time is wrng in my tagbox.
Labels: the truth.
@ 4:47 PM
who is the loved one?
hello.school life as usual.
had intensive mt revision yet again.
it was fun,as we chatted with mdm
sellathye and i felt very at peace.
moreover,i also dislike the fact that
our so-called intensive revision is only
pathetically 3 hours.
i want more!
i really do!
okay,besides that,had english,chemistry and bio.
recess.
was fun.
madhavi went into ultra-seductive mode.
and,haha,she rocked.
though she fell.
and i was so worried that she will cry or smth.
wth,hhaha.suryyaaaa,you damn strong arh!
english,
was fun,
as usual.
ms yap is the best!(:
chemistry.
had a test.
must i say more?
bio.
he didnt come to class.
what the hell.
and then,had maths club.
tomorrow official starting.
haha.
i make it sound prestigious??!!
and im at home now.
seriously,my life is so pathetic.
HAHA.
people get hurt for different reasons.
its either done on purpose or without knowing.
guess,which hurts more?
im gna reply tags!
maple:wth ? eewww .. u go touch his cheeks .. can bear to even see it ! =.=
owner:eeeee!disgusting.haha.
Cassie:Shamimah! Omg thank you really so much okay! I love you so much Let's all get A1 for Amaths okay. Takecare and love ya once again !
owner:HAHHA.we will see about it.continue working hard,babe.ily too!!!!
maple:am i in this amaths thing also ? btw ,marcus face funny enuff ! haha.
owner:where got?hahaha.we elikiraaning too much already lah.
maple:HAHAHA !!!! contrastin u noe y anot ??? if not cannt see her at all in the dark !!! =D
owner:AHAHHAHHAHHA.it wasnt even dark.in the afternoon what.hahha.=.=
sam: :D
owner: hello!
j-bro:i luv u 2 sister!i will nver change.really.i am olwaes thr fer u!dont worri!you will get a better guy than dat ****er who left u 4 sum dark *****.ITS HIS LOSS.NOT URS.YOU DESREVE BETTER.LIKE..HMMM...
owner:HAHHAHA.i still cant believe what you told me.OH MY GOD LAHHHHHHH.hhaha.ily too!
Marcus:Yip!! kay kay won.
owner: HAHA.yaya.ur wife won okay.(:
thats all.
take advantage of me?what am i?your fucking
dog?
Labels: mt intensive revision.
Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 8:06 PM
sometimes,you can never get the best.
hello!weekends were okay.
as i said,i was supposed to go to sentosa
on saturday,but it was cancelled,and so
i followed vino to church.
(yes,i begged my father to let me go,and trust me,
i didnt beg by falling on his feet,but by doing
housework.=.=)
and something to note,i didnt go
to church to pray to jesus or actually convert,
because to me,thats stupid,but i went there
to experience the atmosphere,see the way they
pray and just enjoy myself.
and so,i went with surya.
and er,rhagavan and siva came along.
so unexpected on the way.
HAHAHHAA.i keep on laughing.
sshhh,secret.
then when we reached,we saw indians.
and omg,they act like some shit.
hahahha,we four kept laughing.
when we reached,we were introduced
and we sat down at our seats.
i was between rhagavan and siva.=.=
haha,but hey,they are fun people.
then,at first i was freaked.
because,well,it was scary lah.
i have never been to a church.
and there were a part where we
had to hold hands,and i almost
died out of fright.
seriously.
but i also saw how devoted christians were,
their love for jesus and it shows.
very clearly.
and i respect them for that.(:
after the whole thing,went to grab something
to eat,but not many of us were hungry,so we
headed home.at the mrt,we chatted and laughed,
at vino.hahha.she laughed at herself,and she is
a very nice person.
overall,it was a fun experience.
i had enjoyed my trips to temple,to mosque(obviously)
and now to church!how fun!
and,seriously,
siva is freakingass funny.
very nice guy.
(:
today,i went to mosque.
had fun with the rest.
crapped here and there.
and i came home to do homework.
okay,i know im very mundane,
but hey,not my fault okay?!?!?
i love chatting with you,brother.
seriously,miss the days we are together.
just never do anything very bad.i always love
you,and dont be a kuku and follow your friends
wherever they go and do.you understand?HAHAHA.
and oh,you.
your girlfriend has a very nice sense of fashion.
really.
i am glad i saw her in the afternoon.
meeting you,i guess?
send her back before 7,though.
okay.
i guess im sad.
i dont know why.
i just have no one to talk to though.
some just care about themselves.
some have new companions.
some just wasnt there from the start.
some just dont understand.
i need to get my feelings out.
i want to call the tinkerbell service.
you know,the ones you call and they say
solutions to the problems we have?!?!?!
its called tinkerbell service,right?!?!??!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
my nerves tingle.
i shiver.
my heart beats faster than usual.
i blabber.
i have no idea whats happening.
no idea.
Labels: church trip.
Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 4:29 PM
always a decision made.
hello.im exhausted.
feeling very limp.
dont ask me why.
i had a fun day today.
though,some mishaps here and there.
had mt intensive revision,for 4 hours.
omg.it was kinda okay.did a paper,
listened music,laugh and had fun.
but,im dead scared for olevels though.
then,went back class to check results.
and as usual,totally disastrous.
*stupid,stupid,stupid.
seriously.
then had "maths club",
im somehow glad to be in it.
at least,i improve.
if possible,that is.
maths club was quite short though,
(and oh,i saw you!!!!!),
headed for lunch with eunice,mavi and surya.
heri and bryan(sec 3) joined us.
and we had lots of fun,crapping and making
jokes,though i laugh alot.
and eunice told me a horrifying thing,
when you laugh,your face gets chubbier!
oh my god!
thats why,i have super chubby cheeks.
i have to control my laughter sometimes.
which is utterly impossible.
after chatting,laughing,heri and bryan
headed to school,and i went home with
eunice.we chatted more,and i reached home!
i know,this is a boring entry,because seriously,
i have nothing to blog about.
since,i dont brood.=.=
well,
i dont know if i should head to sentosa tomorrow.
if only my father allowed.
i didnt know i upset you so much.didnt know
i let you down.even if you think im a failure,how am i
to continue?
oh shit.i forgot to send songs to madhavi.
i have to remember.*taps skull.
and,im currently crapping with marcus.
haha.
and you,
your girlfriend's bag contrasts with her skin,
a tad too much.
im talking bull.
(:
Labels: hey hey you you.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 5:01 PM
its my 101th post.
as my title says,this is my 101th post!
thank you,marcus.
though,i probably wouldnt really listen.
at least,you care.
thankyou.
sincerely.
thank you benedict for giving me tissue.
thank you yunkhim for caring.
thank you atiqah for asking.
thank you surya for your concern.
thank you ms yap for your love.
thank you ms liew for your persuasion.
thank you madhavi for making me laugh when i want to cry.
thank you parthiban for making me feel 100 times better,then making me cry.
thank you hema for calling me.
thank you mr lee(v) for making me laugh at something you did.
HAHHAHAHHAHA.
i still laugh when i remember what mr (v)lee did.
i want to be happy.
but,i dont know where to start.
Labels: only thing on my mind.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 6:13 PM
swear.
i am so sad.more sad than ever.
let my parents down.
let everyone down.
i am crying.
real hard.
is it my fault?
my brain?
or god?
its true.
100%.
i am an idiot.
a fat,ugly and extremely stupid one.
Labels: shamimah=fucker
@ 5:19 PM
i wish upon a star.
sometimes,i wish,
i could do better.
i wish,
i could score better.
i wish,
i could smile with my whole heart.
i wish,
i was more like her.
sometimes,
i wish,
i wasnt me.
i am sad.
real sad.
Labels: came true., if only wishes
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 6:55 PM
best of both worlds.
hello everyone!what a weekend.-.-
saturday.
was the most horrible day of my life.
horrible.horrible.
i looked horrible,babbled horrible,
smiled horrible.
full of horrible-ness!*if there is such a word.
seriously,never forgiving you,*********.
andd,never forgetting your look.
i know i looked damn weird,and everything
people say about me,but eh,must look at me
like that arh?!?!?!?!?!?!?
forget it.
sunday.
went to catch a movie with marcus,aaron,bryan,huida,
nicholas and madhavi.was fun.i laughed alot.and screamed
too.-.-
rating: 7/10
to me,it was okay.
but the ending was somehow stupid.
but trust me,its freaky.especially
when stuff appear.
go catch it,if you want.(:
then,madhavi had to head home,so we actually
accompanied nicholas to tampines.
( and trust me,i thought tampines was somehow
nearer to woodlands,somewhere there.never did
i thought it was near pasir ris.THIS SHOWS
HOW I NEVER WENT OUT.DEPRIVED!!!! )
anw,the train was filled with banglas,*as usual,
and,
nicholas to the rescue!!!
as in,he didnt punch them or anything,
but he somehow protected us,and im grateful.(:
today.
went to school at 11.met nicholas on the way.
sit for test.and i was damn tired.
and yea,after that i went library.
borrowed books and headed home.
and,im rotting now.
but,
i have a bad gut feeling.
i am scared for my results tomorrow.
i am super jittery about it.
i am bound to fail at least 2,get C for 3,
get a B and a A.
wow.im so clever.FUCKING BULL.
the truth is hiding in eyes,
hanging in your tongue.
i need to reply tags.
like soon.(:
starting from 24 of april.
Eunice:
wa shamimah! why people so desperate for such attention? That person's house sure no mirror thats why (: cheer up babe!
reply:
hahah.okay,thanks!
parthiban:
yes,shamimah is back on the web.alamak,why ur boyfriend there,dont have my face lah?i also ryte?haha,and oh,liverpool famour football player me laa.famous,i mean.and oh,i know who you are interested in.weeehooooooo.
reply:
shut up.
haha.damn irritating la u.
zhina to passerbyer:
u good for this only ah fcuker? shes beautiful,both in and out. fculker,go and die.!!!
reply:
thanks.just ignore?will be the best.
maple:
yoyoyoyo GWB's babygurl .. eh bro say he needs u .. stop dng this to him =/ its hurting me !! hahahahahaha !
reply:
eew.madhavi!hahaha.
marcus:
kay kay. (: haha
reply:
hahhaa.yea,ur meant to be,kay2?ahhaha.
patrice:
hello(:
reply:
heylo!i missed you.
parthiban:
i got something to tell you.very important.because of the ***** la.she say,she talk to you nicely,but you blog about her?****ing piece of dog-****.she sticking up to _____ and _____ and _____.you better call her up.and eh,all the best for your exams.do well.
reply:
yeah.her blog not private anymore.
and her boyfriend left her.
how sad.-.-
herii:
taggeddd!! shamimah! i miss crapping wit u mann...hahaha anw, best of luck for your exams and take careeee! ((:
reply:
hey!hahaha.i miss crapping with you too.so much fun.thanks!and btw,happy birthday!(:
maple:
dont worry too much la ! tell u alr talk to my brother .. u dont wan.. then he do this to u! . relax .. hv kitkat !
reply:
i hate him lah.seriously.
munting:
shamimah u are not stupid.. trust me u are never stupid. ur hard work will come back to u one day maybe not now but i can be sure it will be much late
later, maybe not ur studies but ur work don be sad okay? all the best.
reply:
hmmm,thats what happens for others.not me.
parthiban:
my sister,learn to accept challenges as they pass by,trust me,you are the most beautiful person,as a whole i have met,though you arent perfect.
dont worry,failures are stepping stones for success.thats what u always tell me.you are never stupid,never.and dont worry,ur prince will wait for you.
reply:
shut up arh,i feel like killing you.
soon.and i make sure you die.
grrrr.
maple:
ya ya !! prince charming =) excuseme .. dont wry .. ur wish for a frend to get lower than u for 1 sub will come true .. just wait for the bio results.
reply:
eh,dont side parthiban arh!and btw,it wont come true,i have a bad feeling
about bio,and alot of other subjects.
aiya.
surya:
hey girl. cheer up(: things happen for a reason yahh. c'mon be strong and hope for the best next time. work harder, im sure you can do it.
reply:
thanks.(:
parthiban:
love is in the air.i can feel it.dont deny the truth shamimah.HAHAHAHAA.cant believe it.so phony.what a guy.what a guy.what a love.lolx.i shall see
"ya,she looks abit different in school uni,but she looked sweet when smiled at me"! HHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA.
reply:
thats it.im definetely killing you.
idiot!
Glenn:
Hey Shami. I miss you.
reply:
glenn.i missed you too.hang out soon!(:
maple:
omg !!! hahahahah !!!!!! ya c'mon shamimah if tat fcker can leave u for darkness .. u can leave him and go to I. see his name also start with i. &&see .. at least he loves u .. give it a shot la gurlfrend =).
reply:
he doesnt love me.
he doesnt even know me.
and ps,he deserves someone better.
much better.
maple:
i want a cute brother =) !!! gwb not cute enuff !!! -.-
reply:
you mean,gwb is cute?hahahahha.no lah,u gt rozells,ya!
hahha.as in,for a brother.haha.((:
Eunice:
shamimah!!! dun so sad la!!! cheer up cheer up cheer up!!
reply:
okay,dont worry.haha,thanks also!(:
sam:
cheer up sham.
reply:
haha,i will.dont wry!thanks for the concern.
maple:
you are so damn idoit.people tell you to relux. u ignore them.
-.-
eh .. jking ah !!
reply:
what did i do la?
thats it.
thats alot.
and there are more.
im lazy.*grins.
school tomorrow.
oh god.
ps/he is online.
well,
its love.
its meant to hurt.
i deserved it.
parthiban.
trust me.
you are going to die in my hands.
soon.
Labels: so hot, that i melted.
Friday, May 15, 2009 @ 7:28 PM
full of bullshit.
hello everyone.
no more studying.
*until tmrw,that is.
yes,mid-years are over.
*relieved.
now to the normal.
i failed physics.
yes,fucking failed it.
only i know how down i feel right now.
after everything.
after studying so hard.
after trying to understand.
after teaching people.
after people teaching me.
i failed.
got an
E8.
whoa.
brilliant,isnt it?
how awesome.
how totally great.
and ________,said i didnt even
put in my effort,and i did it anyhow.
hello,how would you know that i didnt
put in my effort?did you ever see me
not studying it or actually watching
tv/playing computer games/having
second cca?i didnt,did i?yes,when
you told me,i was so sad.as in,just
because my fucking brain couldnt
absorb any fucking information and
cant answer your fucking questions,
does that mean,i didnt put in any
effort?if i didnt put in any effort,
i would admit it right?i know i didnt
improve,did you HAVE TO RUB IT IN MY
FACE?!?!?!?
yes,i was making jokes and laughing,
because trust me,if i didnt do that,
i would have started crying that absolute
second.
is it my fault that i cant understand
anything neither can i apply whatever
i learnt?
is it my fault that god probably wanted
to punish me for some fucking sin i
did last time,and made sure i didnt pass?
is it my fault that my luck has been down
recently?
is it my fault,that,that i realised im probably
stupid?
*sidetrack:
IM STILL FAT FAT FAT FAT !
and obviously,ugly on the whole.
back to main point:*
i realised,
i always never did well for any subjects.
never got more than a c for my subjects.
never felt happiness when i received results.
never had a smile on my face when i saw my grade.
never congratulated myself,WELL DONE,SHAMIMAH..
never went home with a smile and told my mum.
never saw a "very-good" look on my mum's face.
never saw me doing better than my friends.
never saw my friends,saying,"i am happy for you!".
never experienced the after gift of hardwork.
never saw any teacher saying i improved.
never heard any teacher said,the highest is shamimah.
why?
but,i realised,
i always fail or get a c.
always take my results with a sober face.
always never had a lighted face after seeing the marks.
always never had the pleasure of hard-work being paid off.
always see the teacher shaking his/her head,
always see my mom with the "questioning-look".
always see my dad with his,"do better next time".
always see friends getting better than me.
always see im a failure.
whats next?
flunk english?
get a C for bio?
get another C for combined humanities?
i wanted to get a lesser l1r5 grade for mye.
but no.
"fat hope,SHAMIMAH!".
people always say,
you cant always have a bed of roses?
there is bound to be a bed of thorns and everyone
has failures,sadness now and then.its time to pick
up,move on and enjoy life.take hold of problems and
you will shine.
FUCKING BULLSHIT.
ANYONE EVER REALISED I NEVER EVER HAD A BED OF ROSES?
I AM ALWAYS SOMEHOW SAD,ANGRY OR PLAIN FUCKED UP.
I AM ALRDY HAVING A SUPER LOW SELF-ESTEEM.
AND NOW this.
THANK YOU _________.for telling me.
THANK YOU GOD.for twisting fate.
THANK YOU BRAIN.for failing me.
THANK YOU SHAMIMAH.for being a total dumb.
not just physics.
chemistry,
total heart-ache.
i got a fucking C6.
how i love my brain.
my fantastically fucking stupid BRAIN.
what a beautiful place.
filled with love/hope/peace/safety.
so serene and full of solititude.
how i wish i was there now.
with my best friend.
with my brothers/sisters.
with my family.
with my *meant to be.
*
EH WAIT.
HAHAHHAHHAA.*SACARSTIC.
HOW STUPID.
HOW CAN I GET A MEANT TO BE?
IM ASKING too much.-.-
AND YOU FEEL LIKE ,
you are the center of the world.
you are the best.
you love yourself.
and its you.
and somehow,you feel.
EARTH,
the best place to live,nurture,love and grow.
i wish i was there,to escape feeling
a four-letter-word,PAIN.
beautiful.
okay,
p/s:
MALAYSIA GOT SWINE FLU ALREADY !!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOD.
I WONDER HOW LONG ITS GOING TO TAKE FOR IT TO REACH SINGAPORE.
I MEAN,LIKE HELLO,ITS AIR-BORNE?
IM SCARED.
YES,I WANTED DEATH.
BUT HEY,SOMEHOW NOT LIKE THIS.
OMG.
SWINE FLU SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM GLAD MY BEST FRIEND IS A PARROT.
AND NOT A PIG.
OH,ILY.
PSS/somehow im glad i met you.
but yes,we arent meant to be.
in photos,trust me,editing does wonders.
but in real life,thats how i look.
dont be too shocked,find another girl.
psss/ AND NO PARTHIBAN.NO SUCH THING AS
PRINCE CHARMING.ESPECIALLY FOR ME.
YOU GO ENJOY OKAY.WITH YOUR PRINCESS.
I LOVE YOU BROTHER.(:
how sweet.
if only.
STOP DREAMING SHAMIMAH!
take care,readers.
Labels: atrocious life.
Friday, May 1, 2009 @ 1:19 PM
wishes.
hello everyone!
i am just here to wish
everyone ,
all the best!
for your mye.
do your best,yea!
ps/: blog on hiatus until end of mye.
pss/: i am hurt.
takecare!
Labels: study dates.
