Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 9:51 PM
too late for you and your white horse.
current mood:fatigued.listening to:vachikkava.
i am exhausted.
after 11(or is it 12?) weeks of school.
im exhausted like crazy.
i am not going to say what happen everyday
and stuff.
ps/my life isnt that great anyway.
i am always having on a fake smile.
when i see you,i get happy like crazyass.
but when i think,im overeacting.
when i take photos with people,i cant help
but see how i spoil the photo,how fat and
ugly i look and every other fact about me.
no one has ever said straight to my face
anything nice.except for one of my brothers.
but thats not the point.its like,its obvious.
when i say eg:
me to a person: ehh,i look so ugly siak!
the person: silence.
you tell me.
what do you think/infer frm that silence?
and they call themselves friends.
i repeat.
i say,themselves.
doesnt imply on just one particular person.
or whatsoever.
i hate myself.
why doesnt he like me?
you answer that,i will stop.
can i cry?
can i?
can i?
can i please?
please?
i will cry till i cant stop?
please.
i need to get the feeling out of my
head/body/mind/soul/bones/nerves/heart.
i need to talk.
to someone.
any ideas?
fuck,my msn is down.
btw,
the weather is freaking hot nowadays.
like crazy asshole siakkk!
madhavi's husband and two children(which isnt visible)
is very noisy and irritating.
inside joke.
(:
its true!
madhavi: look like chui sia!
me:(silence),really meh?little bit lah.
madhavi: obama handsome,chui handsome meh?
HAHAHAHHA.
ps/no offense to anyone who loves chui.
he is a good teacher.i agree/i agree!*grins.
we got this and freaked out like crazy.
and the best part is,once u signed,u cant
drop subjects RIGHT?buttttt,chemistry test
was effing hard and well,there were second
thoughts.&*@!&@*^#@^@&^@#_$^(#$#() !!!!
4e1's babies from bio class.
YOU SEE,THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU STUDY TOO MUCH.
what comes out,is awfully weird.
me and madhavi's daughter
who is in love withhhh,
awwwhhhhh.
haha.
i cant believe i might be a grandma soon.
whoo.im old.-.-
overdued pictures of valentines' day.
all presents,please dont expect my face.
from weilin.
from sameen.
from madhavi.
from yunkhim.
from left: madhavi,sze chieh,yunkhim's chocolates.
from atiqah.
from eunice.
(:
as i said,
i am tired.
i have tests and lessons tomorrow.
and im going to the library.
tags replied:
(from the next page of my tagbox.)
sam:
hehehe..who you like ah..?=P
reply:
no one uh.haha.
maple:
walao .. who arh ?? hmm !!!! HYE !!!!!!!!!
reply:
what arh?haha.
Eunice:
shamimah!! you always make the class more enjoyable! yayy!
reply:
haha.thanks.u make it fun too.(:
atiqah:
sham dun be sad if u gt any problems talk to me kk
reply:
haa.okay,thanks atiq.
passingby:
im sry.if eu really need to talk,talk to me.is it abt the guy?i used to be your besfriend.if eu remember.take care.
reply:
sheesh.whatever.okay,thanks btw.
maple:
u r perfect .. a perfect normal person .. boost ur self-confidence .. tats lacking .. u need it .. call jagan & bird .. sure they can help ..
there's definately someone .. he is plain useless .. such a furger . someone who is too dumb for u .. u derserve someone else . evryone here agreeS
u for whu u r . not for looks .. someone who thnks u r the best compared to all the other pl in this world.
stop thinking abt him .. i noe u cant .. but try .. try at least .. there;ll definately be someone who is thr for u at all times .. someone who loves
what can i sae ?? SMILE .. gotit !
i needa go bathe .. LOLS .. u btr smile arh .. hahaha . luff now .. NOW .. NOWWW
reply:
i understand.but i cant forget and no,there is no one
out there.who would like me,you say?if i were a boy,
i wouldnt like me also.its obvious lah.so,whats the
point?-.-
sam:
thanks for everthign u have done for me.do go my blog and tag tag also.haha..*hugs and kisses*
HAPPY VALENTINES SHAMIPUFF!i love you..haha..
TAGGED=P
reply:
haha.okok,ily too.
thx for ur valentines' day present too.
bloghopper:
saw your picture at your friend's blog .
hello , just came by your blog , you are really pretty (:
reply:
stop wasting your time and talking pure lies.
thank you very very much.
sam:
TAGGED!
reply:
thank you!(:
iman:
eh! i miss you siaaaaa! if you wna talk or anythn just call me ok! long time nvr crap with you sia! D;
reply:
i agree siahhhh!imy like crazy ass too.u also call me okay.((:
passingby:
hello!i heard that time gt reproblem?what happen?
reply:
whattttt?solve alrdy whatttt.wah god,u outdated siak.
maple:
*shark snaps * waiting for ur updates ... lalalala ... i edited our pic thou !
reply:
*sharks snap retardly*
update liaos.
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see!
somehow i make the picture look so ugly
when my friend looks good.thanks.
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