Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 8:08 PM
the melancholic.
hello!what a week!
full of anguish.
happy valentines day people!
hope you guys enjoyed it.
in total.
i was happy around the morning.
bloomed to sadness arnd the afternoon.
became serious during the evening.
and well,i became seriously seriously angry at night.
okay bitch,listen up.
if you ever think about playing with my brother
or anyone else in my life,think again.
you seriously spoiled your bloody goody-girl image.
thanks for nothing.
my brother deserves better.
and you little scum,deserves that whatever-coloured-eye guy.
have you ever heard?
karma comes around.
watch out.

i finally gave up.
i dropped my fake smile
as a tear ran down my cheek
and i whispered,
i cant do this anymore.
i really cant.
i need help.
badly.
help me.
if i wasnt so special,
why did he treat me like i was?

i dont know.
breaking promises?
i really dont know.