Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 9:49 PM
did you forget?
please ignore the first part.editted under///////////////////
does everyone in the world,at least once,fall in love
with the wrong person?
fall in love with someone you know made a change in your
life?made you smile and laugh whenever you are near?made
you think of him whenever there is some song sung.and also,
made you realise he isnt meant for you.but you cant get him
out of your head?only to realise he is slowly advancing to
your heart withought you able to stop it.and you know you
are going to get hurt at at last.and thats when you make up
your mind to forget that person.but,as time passes by,you
cant forget that place where you first met.you cant forget
your first glance,your first words,your teasing each other.
none of it.and then,it hits you,that you cant forget any of
it.it just fades.and it only does when you least expects you.
and the next time you walk pass that place,you would think of
the affection and smile rather than feel the piercing pain
somewhere deep inside your heart.for,those are meant to be
memories,arent they?
someday,i would get it over with.but i do know i would never
forget you.even if i could,i wont.the 3 months,22 days,
that i got to know you,would never leave me.i am really going
to miss you.but i really wish i knew some things about you.just
knew,to store in my memory.
things change,dont they?
thanks for leaving without telling me.at least,you realise that
it would hurt me more.
you are meant to be faded in my heart.
but still etched.
somewhere deep inside.
its aching.
but that would be gone.
dont worry.
not you.
never you.
love is just a word,
until you find someone to
give it a definition.
its my own thoughts.
fuck you all if ripped.
im upset.
nothing you guys can do about.
have a great day! :D
will blog again soon.
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gosh,i have nothing to say.
i am having fucking headaches this second,
because of loss of sleep yesterday night.
whoa,rolling around in bed,mentally making
up blog posts,thinking about YOUUUU
and YOUUUU,can make me sleepless.
interesting.
-.-
okay,fine,this is it.
guys,please,think for a while.
neither of you wants to give in.
neither of you wants to forgive.
neither of you wants to say,"im sorry."
neither of you make the effort to understand each other.
neither of you do anything!
do you realise,
that its always me making the damned effort to get back
you and you together?
and,no it isnt taken seriously,is it?
just because someone rakes up the past,or someone does a
small 'forgetting about you' mistake,it doesnt leave your
memory,does it?
and because of that thing,
this fucking sentence comes out,
you see,i told you,we just dont get along.
fucking shit.
if you guys didnt get along,you guys would have never been together
from the first place?
why whenever you guys fight,
you only think of whatever wrong you guys did at that point of time,
but do not,just sit down,think of how much fun you guys have with each
other,the amount of endless love you guys have for each other?
of course you guys wont.
both of you are that stubborn.
cant one of you take tha initaitive to call up each other and meet up
to talk it out?
what kind of fuck question is this,
"why cant she do it?"
fuck it man.
why cant you be the unique one to call the other?
and if both of you actually take the initiative,
trust me,life would be so much better.
you know,change is a big word.
saying it is fucking easy.
doing it is another story.
you see,
i know LOVE isnt forever,
and nothing ever lasts,
but maybe things would be different,
and outcomes would be possible,
because all that was just the PAST.
come one,people,move on.
trust me,it would be a whole lot better.
sit down.
think.
reflect.
about how much we had together.
wait.
correction.
how much both of you had together.
i think thats all i can say.
i have had enough of trying to get you guys together.
if both of you had thought of how much MORE you guys
can have together,then make the move,and clear up all
the trouble you both had.
if both of you are going to be as stagnant as always,
and waiting,for the other to do something,then,trust
me,im going to give up and just be gone.
accept each other for who they are.
forgive each other wholeheartedly,
because if you realise,
its easier to forgive an enemy
than a friend,isnt it?
pffffft.
do it for yourself,people.
my say is over.
no matter what,you guys are still my life.
but trust me,if it doesnt work,i would rather
give it all away.
to make it work,its up to you guys.
maybe,think again.
of everything we had.
and everything we could have.
and to all the no.1 kaypohs' out there,
please be mindful that this is about
NO ONE that any of you knows.so dont,
make up stories,because none of you,i
repeat none,knows about this.and so,
the people who is suppose to read it,
and whom will,will know.
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